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One day I saw this issue of Japanese magazine (大人の科学, link here), and it was actually a magazine with a box. It was all about this self-made camera, which was in black plastic. The tradition camera was a manual one using film with two eyes, one for looking and one for taking pictures.

The box magazine wasn't cheap but I was too intrigued and so I bought it eventually. After 2.5 hours I finally assembled the camera. It was not perfect as some parts didn't come together very well but it looked like it was working.



The Japanese were so thoughtful. In the instruction it even told you where to use a piece of cloth to assemble some parts so that you won't hurt your fingers. It also gives you link to the Internet for movies showing you how some tricky parts are done. And they include the screwdriver too!

And through the eyepiece, I got interesting images of my surrounding!

And done with outer decoration!

I just bought a roll of film and will be testing it in the coming week. I cannot show you anything since this is a film camera and I have to use up the film, develop the films and scan the photos in order to show you the pictures this self-made camera can take. Stay tuned!

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Mai Kuraki is on this issue of ME magazine, and I fall in love completely with the shots of hers inside.

And I love the first dress, a black dress by Marc Jacobs.

Her charisma is deadly. OMG...

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Listening to: Kay!

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Yes, this is Kay's first concert, first personal concert, which was held on 8th May night at the Hong Kong Coliseum. Thanks to my colleague who helped grab tickets for me, and our seats were pretty good, nearly centered to the stage!

Kay was the one who brought me back to Hong Kong music like 4 years ago. At that time, I was still discriminating against most of the Hong Kong pop songs and only listened to English ones. Later, I came across her new album (her second album) from my friend, and it was so good! Then, I bought back all her albums and loved them so much. Of course I didn't yet turn my head completely to Hong Kong pop, but I was all for Kay's lovely songs and her beautiful voice.

Kay entered the field of pop singers all by her own talents, unlike many other singers. Therefore, there is no doubt that she can sing very well. I admire her and her talents, and also her style and attitudes towards life and music. Her songs are not just about love, but many other things: Hong Kong lifestyle, about TV shows, about daily life like life on the train, about reactions against the tabloids...the variety has a huge range indeed. That's how special she is!

Alright, I know that you cannot wait more for my photos, and here they come!
















For the first time we saw Kay dancing on the stage! The stage was monotonic but it was nicely designed. I don't buy the ideas of some of her clothes as they don't really fit somehow, but all I really care is her singing. She didn't really stop except during some short breaks when she took to change her clothes. That's what a singer should be! The three-hour concert was very good and I enjoyed it so much. Now I am heading for another little personal Kay concert: open iTunes and start playing all the Kay songs all over again!

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As you already read from my previous blog, my sudden crush on Mai Kuraki 倉木麻衣 started from her new single "24 Xmas Time" (pronounced as two for Xmas time), and this love only grows stronger these days. Knowing that her new album comes out today, I have no choice but to buy it, even that I downloaded it from some sites the night before the release of the album. I just so want to own it, no idea.

And seriously, I don't know a bit of Japanese. While it has some Chinese characters in the language, it speaks completely differently. When I hear the songs, it is just alien thing, I have to admit.

Still, Hong Kong being a close city to Japan has a lot of Japanese culture influences, and Japanese music and things are not new. When I listen to the music, I can hear the delicacy in it. Each sound each note and each rhythm are all well made, and you see the work inside. Unlike some of the Hong Kong pop, it is not any attempt to follow style or trend. Japanese try to break through in everything while always doing their best. That's why they always have the finest details.

I like fast songs, and the fifth song in the album "I can't believe you!!!" appeals to me so much. The sexy voice and the slow kind of jazz like music, I feel so romantic and in the mood. The first song which is the hit song, "touch Me!"  is also very good. I just love it, and I have it playing all day already at home.

Yes it is obsession, but at least it serves a very good start and boost of energy for me to start the Japanese lessons this year! (self-learning indeed!)

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Recently came across Mai Kuraki's new album "24 Xmas Time" and I got it out of curiosity. Right after listening to it, I just fell in love and this was the perfect Christmas song! Even it is long after Christmas already, I am now playing this song with "repeat once" option on. I know, this is crazy, but I do fall in love with this girl! Check her out!

In case you don't know who she is (I just know her too actually), she is one of the most popular singers in Japan. She came to Hong Kong recently and appeared in the APM shopping mall, which is actually so close to me! And I didn't know her or her coming to Hong Kong!

Now I can't wait any longer to get her new album coming out next Wednesday!

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Listening to: The Game of Love

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I am sorry, we didn't take any shots in the gig, because I thought it was about audio enjoyment only, and I have to say, it is a huge, great enjoyment.

The concert was on the 29th July at the Hong Kong Airport Expo, and she started it with her famous songs including "You don't know my name" "Teenage Love Affair", and then she started to play the piano, singing a remix version of Karma. It was so good that everyone waved their hands, clapped with the rhythm and called out when she said "say yeah!" Then, she ended the show with two of her hit songs, "No one" "If I ain't got you".

It was a great night, and I must say I am so surprised and inspired. She sings really well. No fancy clothes or eye-popping backdrop, but just herself with a great band behind, singing straight for 100 minutes without any long break at all. Crazy, and her voice is so much better than that in her albums! Great songs, great show, really make a great evening!

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From FreeWillAstrology: Welcome to Part Two of your outlook for the second half of 2008. We're checking up on how you're progressing with the challenges you were given near the end of last year. I hope by now you've realized that you have unprecedented opportunities to forge combinations that have never before been possible. Opposites you'd always assumed would never attract should now be headed toward unification. Elements of your life you've long feared were irreconcilable have been showing signs of finding common ground, and may even be primed to achieve a delicious synergy. Keep refining your primal urge to merge, Scorpio


That is very true for me at this moment!

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Listening to: BoA

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Listening to: Back to Basic - Christina Aguilera

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Life is busy as you can see how long ago I posted last time. Still I needed to squeeze out some time to get a gift for my mum, because it is her birthday! Together with Mum's day, we chose to buy a more expensive and more decent gift which fits mum more, and I found this toy in Lane Crawford's kitchen section. I just fell in love with it!

It is an Alessi vacuum cleaner! Designed by Stefano Giovanonni, this  product from Alessi is not new (2004) but still looks extremely elegant and contemporary. The smoothness and shininess make such a tool into a piece of sculpture!


And damn, look at the back, it is like a sports car! Now that is what I call design! More shots can be found in Mocoloco design site: [ link ]

Happy Birthday to Mum!

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Good weather finally in Hong Kong, and that makes photo-taking possible for me. Here are just some shots I did last night, and they are just a few since I was too tired after work. Okay...again, this is MY city!


In the second picture, the rightmost building is IFC. The left one is my office, while you see HSBC in the middle. I like the trails on the road, a nice "X" pattern there.


Four buildings in a row...from left to right: Cheung Kong Center, HSBC, Charter Building and Prince's Building. That lightbox down there on the right is the Chanel shop. I love that kind of design on a facade of a building!

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12th February
Okay I mean Chinese New Year, so, Happy Chinese New Year to all!

These days are busy as usual, but I have some free time after work since most of the things I did in the office already met the deadlines and were handed in, meaning that I can leave a bit early like around 6:30pm to 7pm. Last night I was about to get some time out after dinner to make a little cake. No big deal, it is from MUJI, and this is not the kind of home-made cake that you start from stretch.


Isn't it cute? It is a Aakula Cake with Green Tea Topping. That's a chocolate base, which is not that even somehow. I made the green-tea pattern on the top, and obviously it looks awful, haha...but it tastes really good, and it is fun! I so wanna make another one! Even more, the package has these little bags for you to pack the slices up, and the cake can be divided into six little heart-shaped slices!

Perfect for the Valentine's Day! What did you give tor your lover? I didn't send flowers this year since it is too expensive. Instead, I made a little rose for my lady. Yes, using Burberry paper! You cannot find this rose in any other places on this planet!

14th February

Yes, only one photo and if you wanna have the full view, come to Hong Kong to find me! (or my lady *roll eyes* )

Happy Valentine's Day!

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Again, Apple leaps one more year ahead. Talking Macbook Air is not like talking about the iPhone, which is really an invention. The new notebook is just an innovation, but it is a breakthrough as well.

It is not true to say it is merely a notebook, because of both what it has and what it does not have. I have no intention to repeat the specs here, but it is important to note several points besides what PCWorld said in their website. It is light and beautiful, and these are the only major characters of the new notebook. That's it, can you believe that?

What worries me is the battery. As many of the reviews already point out that the fact that the battery cannot be changed will be a very annoying thing for those who will stick to the notebook for more than three years or so. If there is anything wrong with the battery, one can just buy a new one to replace it without getting trouble with the customer services, let alone the time without the computer when it is being "repaired" due to battery problem. Even worse, you cannot buy a secondary battery which can extend the operable hours. Making the notebook thin will inevitably push the battery into the notebook itself to save space, but that is not a desirable "compromise" Steve Jobs always stressed on the stage.

The second note I want to add is the price. I do not think it is cheap at all. WIth such a price, I don't mind paying US$200 more to get these things: 1.6GHz to 2.2GHz, a graphic card, a much bigger hard disk, a Superdrive (built-in), a screen with high-resolution, a separate battery and a remote control. I may miss a little more but I am sure these are already above the money difference. Then, why don't I just get Macbook Pro? It is definitely much more "pro"!

The third thing is that the lack of drive and lack of Ethernet port kill my interest. A moment ago I was thinking that its light weight could help a lot when I bring it along during my travel, but for what? For transfering photos into the computer so that I can spare the space in the memory card. But damn, first the drive has little memory (just 80GB, and remember the applications too!), then if I want to burn things on a DVD, it does not have a Superdrive either! Then, what is it if I am taking it with me on the trips?

In conclusion, this innovation, no matter how cool it looks like or how much it breaks through in technology, is just a piece of luxurious gadget to me. It is like I already have iMac, Macbook Pro, Apple TV and iPods/iPhones, and now I want to add a little excitement to life by buying this little Air, just to be ultra-portable in my room, or just to be connected online when I am having business in the toilet.

While it is one amazing piece of design, I have no idea why it can't have the things I mentioned above. You have 160GB Classic iPods, so why still just 80GB? An Ethernet port is useful, can't the book just spare a little more space, or be a little bigger, to accommodate that? Apparently I don't think this is asking for too much. These are so logical to me, and I guess it is only convincing when someone tells me this is a commercial strategy that a newer version is coming out in 4 months. In any case, I think I will be going to Time Capsule, even if I have the money to buy some "air".

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"Dear Rob: Here are my New Year's resolutions. (1) I vow to Siamese-twin together my bad-ass, no-hype, wide-eyed self with my tricky, strategic, puzzle-loving self. (2) I vow to rage on like a dancing warrior in the urban wilderness, keeping peak experiences and total slaphappy victory at the top of my priority list, while at the same time I play hide-and-seek with the dark delicious secrets that fuel my soul's lust for wicked meaning. (3) I vow to deepen the collaborative efforts of my suck-out-the-marrow-and-spit-out-the-bones craziness and my listen-carefully-to-the-flow-of-the-underground-river caginess. -Double Intense Scorpio." Dear Double Intense: Scorpios everywhere will benefit from hearing your resolutions, which is why I've made them 2008's first horoscope. 

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The trip to Macao last Sunday was to prove one thing: how big is this building with a fake sky and fake canals inside? Macao is not a big city, and I have already been to there 7 months ago. Therefore, we planned to spend quite some time in this place, assuming that its hugeness could fulfil all our daily needs.

It is proved to be wrong, for people like me and my girlfriend who have seen much already in our beautiful city of Hong Kong. The giant casino isn't much appealing to us because we didn't intend to gamble. The line of hundreds of shops didn't impress us much either, since we have much more interesting and fashionable shops and boutiques in Hong Kong. Now, what is left is the hotel rooms. It is the only reason that attracted us to book. What is it like?


The outside is already filled with Victoria and classical styles. Just the entrance is huge, and you cannot believe that such a place does not only have hotel, casino and shops but also several big exhibition halls! The inside...


As the name suggests, the Venetian does have canals, and the gondolas! The river is blue like hell, because the bottom is blue! The sky is painted, and if your eyes are sharp, you can even spot the sprinklers! In such a place of no day time, you can shop whenever you like, and eat whenever you want to! The shops, again, didn't interest us much since we have already seen them in Hong Kong. Same name brands and same products, no surprise...

For the food, the restaurants ain't that special either, and so I will skip. Though we saved our stomach for a late snack, a double Fatburger! It was just delicious!


And the guestroom was huge! I never thought of a standard room having a little living room. Yes, a standard room only! And the bathroom was big, with a makeup table and two basins! Having such luxury without paying much, what do you want? (only ~USD136) for a night!


And the true main course for the stay was in the morning. We ordered in-suite breakfast to start the day, and it was really cool. The hotel guy arrived at the door at 9am sharp, and was about to set up the table for us in the room. Yes, we had a little dining table in the room! The two sets, out of our surprise, were very big, much more than what we wanted! Look at the basket of bread, just those were enough to stuff my morning stomach!


The stay was good, and we had a really comfortable night. Of course, the food made my day! We left this place before lunch, after checking all the other facilities in the building. Even the hallway was gigantic and luxurious, and I wonder how one could gather such money for a place like this.

Before going back to Hong Kong, we had a walk in the city center (finally out of the fake city, and see the real sky!). We had some really nice noodle for the lunch and deep fried fish ball.


Enough to make you drool?

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The first day of my 26th year, I mean the day after my birthday, looks like this in the morning:

Wow, it looks good! Why? Because it is an HDR image! okay...I just want to say thank you to all of you who say Happy Birthday to me yesterday. I feel very warm and loved, thank you all!

And last night I had a great dinner with my lady, and the food was all very very good! Sorry, no photo because it was too dark in that restaurant called Ruth's Chris. Though I have this shot for you, which was prepared by the restaurant and surprised both of us!

Have a nice day! 

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From Free Will Astrology: "Dear Rob: In the past few weeks, life has been opening me up over and over again, as if I were a rose that couldn't stop blooming. Every perception hits me with a soothing bolt of clarity. Every conversation is gracefully sculpted, as if composed by a higher power. I'm listening and actually hearing what people really mean. I feel accountable for each word that comes out of my mouth. It's amazing. Do you have any tips for keeping this state going on forever? I'm afraid I'll slip back into a duller, more self-absorbed state. - Scorpio On Fire."

Dear Scorpio: Don't cling. Don't be grasping or anxious. Instead, do what is potentially every Scorpio's specialty: Die and be reborn every day. Again and again, kill off the magic that's working so well and artfully resurrect it in a transformed version.

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Wow, that's so true. I am so busy these days and I feel so much pressure. I can't sleep well for two nights and I want to die. Suddenly, last night I was thinking, if Scorpio is about resurrection, should I just go ahead and die (finish off anything in work, I mean, no matter how bad it would become), and be new again? (taking challenges and stuff) Damn, this horoscope just talks about the same thing.

Guess, it is just a harder door for me to go through. 

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These days much have happened to my life. There are big changes in the people in my office, as some are leaving and some new ones are taking on board. One of the architects in my team was moved to another project, and I was to be in charge of the things she was previously working on. It is a tough job, because I am just a young man graduated from school for one year, and I am scared if I could not handle her stuff.

Still, people around me encourage me a lot. Except for the new 50-something architect who always walks fast like rushing to catch a bus, and also except the British architect who thinks he is very good and wants to control everyone, everything in the office is okay. I am learning a lot indeed, and when I have something to be in charge of, I have to be knowledgeable in some way. I guess I will stay here for some time, and as I heard of some good news for a confidential project to be resumed soon, my chance to work here is getting bigger.

Bad things also happened, while I am preparing for my HKIA exam, which already scares me to death. I am worried if I don't have enough experience or study for the exam, but I guess I will just give it a go. At least, it will be a nice warm-up.

Due to the heavy workload in the past two weeks, I had less and less time to do what I wanted. Still I managed to get a little time to work on the new forum, and last night I couldn't help shoot when I saw the beautiful moon when I walked home last night. The HDR processing does not help much to gain more details, and so in the end I just finalized the shots with different photos based on different camera settings. Of course, the images below are Photoshop-edited but I didn't add details to it. It is just two images combined: one is the background and one is the moon shot, in the same place and same angle. (And I have no idea what that dot is at the bottom. My lens is clean!)

And a bigger picture...

The funny thing is that when I was shooting, a security guard wondered what I was shooting, and warned me not to take pictures of the people in the buildings (I live in the estates). I was like, what the hell? I said, I was just taking pictures of the moon and if I really needed to peek, I would go up to the roof inside of setting up on the street! He just didn't make sense but anyway he walked away and it was all good.

If there is anyone living on the moon, then I am really peeking into somebody's home. What the hell...

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I just went to watch the Transformers, and it is just unbelievable. While I want to correct you that this film is not directed by Steven Spielberg but Michael Bay, I also want to tell you that this whole robot thing is from Japan. Obviously, the Hollywood version completely modified the Japanese comics and characters, but it is still an eye-popping, visually overwhelming movie. And all I can say is, wow.

As expected, the movie has a really simple plot, but since you are not going to watch a robot movie with a lot of different twists and turns and since you are not expecting any train-my-brain plots, you just need to open your eyes and enjoy the visual effects. Indeed, right after it just started, the first transformation of a chopper into a robot will make you stare in awe.

The only problem with the movie is the way it shoots. For many of the scenes when a robot transforms, the camera will be zoomed in such much that you can only see a lot of machinery changing. That's it. It will be good if it is zoomed out more to see the whole changing mechanism. Other than that, it is total holy real 3D shit. You just can't describe it. It is pure organsm!

And the sound effects too. Oh wow, the robot sounds are still happening in my mind now!

At the same time, I am completely in love with the main actress in the movie, Megan Fox. This Taurus 23-year-old is just god damn foxy!



Oh my god, she is so pretty. I was already drooling over the robots, and then I drooled over this lady!

A must-see movie!

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I mean shooting pictures! In this trip, I took photos with my new Canon 400D, and made full use of the lenses. I also shot some images for HDR compositions, and here are some of the cool results.

Just in case you don't know, HDR means high dynamic range, and it is a technique of combining several images of different exposures to form one image who contains more visible information. Your eyes together with your brain are actually wonderful cameras which can adjust images you see so well that you can see both bright and faded parts of a scene. The result is a picture of perfect scene with different parts leveled evenly in terms of contrast and lighting.

Your camera, though, isn't that cool. For example, I want to shoot this sunset. I either get this dark to see the sun in perfect lighting...

Or I have to increase exposure to get the houses...

Both of them are not good images. With HDR merging, you will get this, which looks very much like what your human eyes see:

I also got this street shot in the evening in Athens. With HDR merging, I got a pretty nice result.


Isn't that nice? I used Photoshop for the above street shot, while I like using Photomatix too, which I used for the above sunset shot. If I use Photomatix for the street shot, something more creative can come out, with stronger contrast and saturation.

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I have been to Europe again after coming back from Spain. My second trip in the last 50 days is to Greece, one of the oldest places in the world. It was wonderful, and the place was filled with ancient ambiance. What was added to the great scenery and cultural amazement was the super hot weather. Athens experienced the hottest summer in the last 110 years, having a temperature of 46 degree Celsius! It was a bit too like being burnt alive!

Our first stop was Athens, and obviously the Acropolis was the first spot we would visit. This is the famous Parthenon, something that I needed to learn during my first year of architectural study.

I felt very hot when I was in Athens, but never really realized it was 46-degree that hot. We went to the Panathenaic Stadium, which was first built by the orator Lycurgus in 300-329BC. It was renewed and used in the 2004 Olympic Games.

Then we went to the islands, which are the real meat of the whole journey. The islands were so beautiful and the breeze really cooled you down, unlike the wind in Athens which was hot like exhaust air from photocopying machines. We first went to Mykonos, which is famous for its white houses and exciting nightlife. The landmarks are probably the several groups of wind mills, which are located both on the hills and beside the sea.

And we stayed in such a pretty hotel. It was like a dream!

Above is a panorama, and I got another HDR shot which was taken during in the morning.

After that we went to another island, the famous Santorini (also known as Thira). Have you seen the blue domes on the white houses? It is this island!

Wow, right? This is not a postcard, but a shot I took at noon time. It was so pretty that you won't really believe it is real. These little cutes houses sit on the cliff, and they are all painted white. It is government law that the houses have to be painted white every year! At night the little island looks like a piece of sparkling jewellery!

This time we were not on a guided tour. I went with my girlfriend and we booked the hotels ourselves. It was quite romantic and finally it is something called vacation, because first on these islands you will feel very relaxed. You just don't want to do anything. Second, there is nothing much to see except the little white houses and awesome beaches. When you see such a scenery, you will at once throw away your shoes and get into the water and play!

I don't know what to say, really. Wow! I can't say I like the Athens city since it is so similar to the old and outdated Guangzhou city in China, but I must say I love the islands! Next time, I will just skip everything and go straight to these white houses again!

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I can't say I am too obsessed, since I am just trying to cover all the ranges. I just decided and purchased a tele-lens, the Canon 55-200mm f4.5-5.6 II USM. It is not expensive, unlike the other ones with IS, which would cost me more than HK$8000-13000! Anyway, I am still trying to test the lens since I really have no idea how to shoot with such a zoom lens...



I really enjoy the new possibilities this lens can bring. Even that the lens is hard to control sometimes (very easy to get shakes because it is a tele-lens, and also the minimum shooting distance has to be 1.5m), you can still get some really cool and powerful shots!

I am reading some photography books and magazines, and learn a lot how to shoot different kinds of objects and scenery. After knowing all these different techniques, I respect the photographers even more. The patience and skills the photographers put in the photos are just tremendous, and people too often overlook them. It takes much more than an expensive camera to get good images!

And I hope you feel the same too! And beware, there will be more and more photos in my website and my blogs!  

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Yesterday it was a holiday, and thank God we had really good weather too for any outdoor activity. (actually, too good that I was melted nearly) My girlfriend and I went to the Ocean Park, and I think it was my first time in almost five years to visit this biggest theme park in Hong Kong.

We went to most of the halls to see different kinds of animals, since this park is basically a park about nature and marine life, and this comes as a good opportunity for me to test my new camera and lenses. Anyway, what you see now are images of the animals, amphibia, fish and sea mammals. No food, but animals with skins that may make your throw up. O_O Let's start...

The Polar Fox and Wolf seem not to like the new home...


In the amphibia house...




In the sea mammal place, someone (or something) wants to say hi...

In the aquarium...damn those people...



And we took the cable car...pretty scenery with wide-angle! And we also took the helium balloon for a little ride...



How great this is! I want more holiday!

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Finally the computer acts to a point where I cannot stand it. After 5 hours of work, I put it into hibernation while I went out to have a rest. Then, when I came back, I just couldn't make it come back from the sleep.

The problem is that the keyboard doesn't work. It cannot even stop the boot and go into the BIOS system by pressing the DEL key. There is just no response! But the keyboard's lights are on, and I tried another keyboard too, and the same thing happened. It froze at the screen of choosing "Delete restoration data" or "Continue with the boot". Since the keyboard is like dead, I can't choose any of the two options above. I can just stand there and stare at the screen, WTF?

I am having much to do and helping my friend on some important works. Now, what can I do huh? Damn, I really hate this computer now. It has been like 4 years and it has more and more problems these days. I wonder if its lifespan has reached the top. Why is this always happening, when I am working for some urgent matters?

This is so ridiculous... I so wanna tear this computer into pieces!

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Okay, I did write Cannon, not Canon. It is a Canon camera but because of its huge lens I now call it a cannon, which is ready to fire and shoot.

I am so happy to have this camera, my first SLR camera. This Canon EOS 400D is not very expensive compared to other similar SLR cameras, but I always like Canon and that is the main reason why I chose it. I also bought one lens, the 10-22mm 1:3.5-4.5 EF-S lens. As you can guess, it is a wide-angle lens and you will be able to capture nearly everything because the angle is wider than human eyes!

An image speaks a thousand words, and so I will just let you have a look at some test photos I made just a moment ago.

Wide angle rules! Then let's play with some depth with different settings of the shutter speed and aperture...



I just realized that I set the color mode to a different one and so the colors may not be vivid enough, but it is okay. It is my fault, not the camera's, haha...

I am so excited! Finally I can shoot some images I always dreamt to do! 

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Finally I came back from Macau. It was a little trip of few surprises, but it was a relaxing trip for me and my girlfriend. The place was too crowded because it was the Easter Holiday and everyone just flew to this place for holiday. Next time I think I will go on trip when it is some normal days so that I don't need to push myself through the crowd.

When you hear Macau, you know it is about casino and gambling. Yes, there are several new casinos and one of the famous casinos is the Sands. This one is quite pretty and grand, but again it is all stuffed with people AND smoke. I really hate it...

Another famous one is the new Grand Lisboa Hotel. It was designed by my old company DLN (the firm I had my internship in), and I have to say it SUCKS HELL. They tried to design a flower in the middle of the town and what they did was just extruding a floral shape. What's more, they added a ball under the tower, which is the casino. Now the casino is open but the tower part (hotel) is still under construction. It just made me throw up and I can't believe that such a big architectural firm would do such a shitty design.


And this is what it looks like after completion. It SHOULD, but as above shows, the building would hardly be this golden and illuminating.

Okay, let's talk about other things than crap. Food? Of course, but in Macau, there aren't many special things to eat. There are two special things I ate though. First is this noodle, called the shark-fin noodle. Yes, there is shark fin inside! Actually, it is the fin base of the shark, not the top part which is the most expensive part. It tastes a bit....like nothing, as shark fin has no taste at all.

Then before going back to Hong Kong, we waited for an hour just to taste this thing, one of the famous snacks in Macau: pork bun! The pork turned out to be a bit too salty and typical, but the bun was extremely good!

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Finally, take a look at the room we stayed. This is the new Star World Hotel, which was designed by a HK architectural firm Rocco Design (which is renowned for their great design). The design is quite special [ image ] but you know what people care about most is the room, not the facade! So take a look at this...


The trip was all good and nice, but very tiring. We had a little bad luck there like couldn't find taxis when we wanted to catch a cab, and we took the wrong bus, etc, but two days of fooling around is certainly better to stay home and face the computer!

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This is another panorama I took during the Chinese New Year...finally have time to stitch the photos and post it up...

And CNY PP Deco means Chinese New Year Pacific Place Decoration. This is a shopping mall very close to the place I work. Have fun!

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I was waiting for my girlfriend as Tsim Sha Tsui yesterday and walking along the waterfront, and I realized that the view to the other side was actually quite clear even though it was still a bit cloudy. I took some shots and stitched this panorama. Everyone, this is my city Hong Kong!

Again, in case you don't know, Hong Kong is in China, in the southern part of China. We speak Cantonese and also based on English in many places when written signs are needed. That means, we have nothing to do with Japan. Thank you for your attention.

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I was reading an article on Yahoo! Life and found out that many of the things are true in this piece of article by David Zinczenko (15th March 2007), talking about what makes men fall in love. Have a look! I also underline something I found really true, because that is exactly why I fall for my girlfriend!

Judging from the kind of mail we get at Men's Health from men seeking relationship advice, I can tell you this definitively about men: When a man falls for a woman, he falls hard. Men love to be in love. While men often get stereotyped as single-minded sex-seekers, the truth is that a man's stomach churns like a slushy machine when he's in those initial stages of the perfect relationship.

When you consider that half of men say that they're currently not with their soul mates, that means a heck of a lot of slushy machines are waiting to be turned on. What are they waiting for? What makes a man fall in love? After you rule out the obvious intangible laws of chemistry, attraction, and being in the right place at the right time that kick-start many a relationship, I think the question really becomes this: What makes a man fall -- and stay -- in love? About 60 percent of men deem friendship the most important thing in a relationship (sex comes in at a skimpy 8 percent, according to a national Harris Interactive poll), but let's delve a little deeper. What exactly does that mean, and what kind of woman does a man really want? With full acknowledgement that men's tastes in women are as unpredictable as the plotline of "24," these are some of things that many men value in "the one."

A Woman with a Passion in Something Other Than Him
Yes, it's nice to be doted over. Yes, it's nice to be pampered. Yes, it's nice to be with a woman who showers you with compliments, neck kisses, and all of her attention. But there's a virtual Great Wall of China between a fleeting, flirtatious glance and the kind of attraction that can last a lifetime. Many men say they like a woman who's immersed in something else other than the relationship -- be it her work, or her sport, or whatever her "thing" is. Why? The passion she shows for something else confirms her inherent goodness, her personal drive, her independence. All pluses in the woman we're hoping to spend a few decades with.

A Woman with No Problem with Guy Time
Every relationship has to choreograph the time-together dance. Once a couple elevates from casual to serious, it goes through that period when most waking and sleeping minutes are spent together. But at some point in the dance, one person will call a time out from the music of coupledom, and try to spend more time with his or her friends -- while still being careful not to step on any feet in the process. Even when they're with the most perfect woman, men still crave the occasional space to spend golfing or drinking or doing whatever (64 percent of men are happy to have the time to themselves when their wives or girlfriends have plans). Men love, appreciate, and are thankful for women who respect and endorse (and not complain about) his need to have a few testosterone mixers. Don't worry, March Madness will be over in just a few weeks!

A Woman with a Strut
Her strut in the bar may have been part of his initial attraction. The strut from the bedroom to the bathroom after the first night together may have been pure visual ecstasy. But the strut that happens day in and day out is one of the major attractors for a man. What do I mean by the strut? It's that attitude, that sassiness, that confidence, that charisma, that charm that shows she can be a little bold and little daring. In a recent post I talked about the line between a woman being confident and a woman being so aggressive that she turns men away, but the truth is that in certain aspects of relationships, men want women who have the strut. Men want to be with women who challenge them, who push them, and who take the lead some of the times. And that's as true in the bedroom as it is in planning their next weekend getaway. The danger? While it can be insanely attractive, that strut of confidence can also swing a man 180 degrees -- if she uses it in other places, like to flirt with other guys, to become a relationship dictator, or to pick a fight with his mom in front of the whole family. He'll point that kind of strut right out the door.

A Woman with a Good Taste in Ties
Okay, so we don't really care about the ties per se. But what we care about is a woman's ability to give us a little-and this is a key word-gentle guidance. I know Freudian followers will say that it's a man's need to be mothered, but it's more than that. Every relationship is a give and take, and guys will definitely take women who can warn us when our new soul patch looks stupid, who can guide us to the perfect suit and shirt combo for an upcoming job interview, who can help them make decisions without being harsh or judgmental. Guys like to project that they know what they're doing and that they don't need any help. Women who can help steer us, without aggressively grabbing the wheel, are the most treasured copilots.

Have your own ideas about what makes us fall -- and fall hard? Share them here.

Holy shit, that is so true! What do you think?

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Do not miss exercise
Having no exercise for nearly 3 weeks, I went to play basketball on Sunday. Guess what, when I woke up yesterday (Monday), I realized my arms and my thighs were a little sore. I am convinced again that one needs a lot of exercise if one sits in the office all day. Health is so important that even if you have everything like a good job or lots of money, without a good body you cannot enjoy what you have in the end.

Restart horror
My home computer was acting strange in the last two weeks. It restarted itself for several times once you entered Windows. The problem would stop after two or three restarts. I have checked and scanned for virus and spy-ware, and my computer was found to be more than healthy. I was so annoyed and really wanted to buy a new dual-cored machine. Then, several days ago Windows Update released a patch to fix a stability problem, and interesting enough it did cease the restart horror.

While such an incident did not lead me to a new computer (possibly a Mac!), it did make it hesitate to buy the new Windows. Yes, we cannot really trust Microsoft as I never did, but the sad thing is that while new Windows appear more like a sugar-coated defective scripts, more and more computers will use it in the future. No idea.

Organize your money
Being rich is not about how much you have, but also about how you organize your finances. I recently started to readjust my properties and was convinced that in the past 9 months since I joined this company, I was a bit too conservative. I felt a bit of pressure because I tightened up my expenses very much. Now that I am planning on a overseas trip, I should not plan in this way anymore. The important thing is that you have to be relaxed first in order to figure out your potential and vision in your financial planning. If you have a very tight control over your money, you may not be able to unleash the full power of your saving and investment.

Suddenly, I learnt so much in a few days after talking to my personal bank consultant. In life, there are so many things to learn. After leaving the university I need to learn a new environment and the rule of work in the office. Then I need to learn new things after going out with my current girlfriend. Finally, I have new lessons on how to manage my money. All these imply one thing: all the things before are just warm-up, this is the real meat of one's life.

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I realize there is second part of what I posted before about the Scorpio weekly horoscope. Let's talk a look...

  • "Life is far too important a thing ever to talk seriously about."
  • "Everything popular is wrong."
  • "It is absurd to divide people into good and bad. People are either charming or tedious."
  • "Disobedience, in the eyes of anyone who has read history, is humanity's original virtue. It is through disobedience and rebellion that progress has been made."
  • "Do you really think it is weakness that yields to temptation? I tell you that there are terrible temptations which it requires strength, strength and courage to yield to."
  • "Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live."
  • "Ambition is the germ from which all growth of nobleness proceeds."
  • "I have the simplest tastes. I am always satisfied with the best."
Arha, now that's really much to learn in just a week!
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Yesterday I went to one of the remote areas in Hong Kong, the Discovery Bay. It is an area of low-density residential buildings, where mostly foreigners and rich people stay. Of course, due to the pleasant environment and easy access (25 minutes by water from Central), some people also go there on weekends to get away from the hustle and bustle cityscape.

And again, I wanna show you the good food first from one of the restaurants. You see, it is not the usual Hong-Kong-scape you saw from photos and books. It is all nice and fresh rural area! This restaurant is called Hemingways and it is quite nice (though some of the staff is a bit...numb and arrogant, no idea why)

We ordered a set lunch and one more baby rib dish, and they were good food!



From top to bottom are the salad (from buffet table), roast chicken with rice and the baby ribs with potato. They were very delicious and actually the corn were the surprise. They were grilled too but even a bit dry they were still sweet and tasteful. I really like it!


As said, the place is a quiet place and so you can see much open space and very few people. You have to reach there by ferry, and this is the boat you would get on to go to Discovery Bay.

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You've entered an Oscar Wilde-type phase. I urge you to get a sense of how the British author's paradoxical brilliance worked so you can put yourself in a similar frame of mind. Study the following Wilde-isms.

  • "I can believe anything provided it is incredible."
  • "Consistency is the last refuge of the unimaginative."
  • "If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh; otherwise they'll kill you."
  • "Moderation is a fatal thing. Nothing succeeds like excess."
  • "Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much."
  • "Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul."
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After the Chinese New Year holiday, many people felt like recharged but not me. The whole holiday was packed with different events and visits. While collecting red packets was fun, it is also tiring to travel from here and there within just a few days.

In China, it is a tradition to visit the Flower Market before the New Year starts. They are temporarily set-up booths selling flowers usually, but today they have changed a lot and you can find booths selling toys, celebratory ornaments and also food. These markets are crowded with people, and I haven’t been to there for nearly 4 years. This year I went to one of the Flower Markets with my girl, joining the crowd to see what’s new.

Nothing new, but a lot of different toys especially the balloon-type toy. You blow air into them and they turn into something. Now you could find air-stuffed cutters, hammers, signs or even roasted geese! Anyway, it was just a bit too much to me. Those people spent all the creativity just to design the air-blown stuff, and I wasn’t very impressed. Anyway, many of them were doing this to tease different things like political figures and common society issues, and so it was still a fun thing to look at these creations people sold.

In the Chinese New Year period, the most important part is the first three days, which are Nian Chu Yi 年初一, Nian Chu Er 年初二 and Nian Chu San 年初三 (meaning First Day of the Year, Second Day and Third Day, of course). We visit the grandparents on father’s side on the first day and grandparents on mum’s side on the second day, and stay home on the third. The third day is considered to be a “Quarrel Day” (赤口), and so it is best to avoid visiting others.

This year we had a special arrangement and so on the first day I went out with my girlfriend for movie and shopping. We visited our grandparents all on the second day and it was pretty fun. Finally I had a quiet day on the third day and managed to have some free time to clean up my room. Yes, it is a tradition to tidy up your home three days before the New Year starts, but I didn’t have the time because of work and so I could only do the cleaning on that day.

On the fourth day (Wednesday), I had to go back to work. The public holidays ended on that day and I was not lucky like some of the others, who had the holiday till next Monday. Still, it was a good thing because it was right after the Chinese New Year period and you could get red packets from the married colleagues. Remember, red packets were given out by the bosses and the married, not the others!

This year is the Year of Boar (okay, you can say Pig), and so what do you think you will be doing related to the pigs?

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I felt a little low these days, and I realized that I was losing the passion in art and design. Probably it was related to the working environment, and also a bit to the jobs I was working on, but still, it bugged me for some time and I realized I needed to sort things out.

The Renaissance
I haven't done many pieces of art since I started working in this company, and I seriously think that life without doing art is rather unbalanced. Art is more important than I thought it was. I need to regain this artistic side of my life and begin to work on some new pieces.

Some months ago I also decided to stop taking freelance jobs, and I found out that was a wrong decision. I need to keep designing to keep the inspiration and mood, and it is not just the money, but the fact that design keeps you alerted and aware of what is happening around you, from technology to mentality. Design is about experience, and it certainly contains different elements that make you feel "on the track" all the time.

New Heaven
I am starting off the design drafting for the new Angelworld, which may be the last version of my website. I know the Internet is growing fast than anything and I still love designing, but it it is the time that I can't afford too much as work is my primary concern at the moment. Anyway, I decided to abandon the version 9 because 9 is not lucky to me some way, and perhaps number 10 will also signify a good end or checkpoint. For the new Angelworld v10, Eternal Celestiality, art and design will be the focus while the other sections will probably be removed, or played down. This time, I will also put architectural design into my portfolio, as a new inspiration to others.

The new site will be scheduled to be out at the end of October, while the sub-sites will be up much earlier. awBlog v2 will be up end of this month probably, and awForum v7 will also be coming soon together with awCard v5 (previously awCardcenter). awWings will be upgraded somehow because of new functions, and will act as the bridge across all the sub-sites since it contains shared information. awSpell will continue to be refined and added on with other codes.

Good days start with good habits
I realize I need to work on some tiny stuff in my life too so that I can keep the passion in work, love and life all the time. There are many things to do and it is important to jot them, list them out and arrange them in the order of my ability. It is more important to follow the plans too or otherwise it is just nonsense.

I will be doing warm-up exercise at least twice a week before sleep, and forcing myself to read twice a week as well before sleep. I need some revision on Spanish too and that will be for weekend, together with working on the new awBlog and awForum. These will be my priorities and so let's see what will happen after 2 months of "probation".

What's your plan for the new year? I mean, plans, that you can immediately work on in small scale.  

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On Friday our company organized the Annual Dinner for all of the employees. It was a big event since there were about 1350 attending this dinner and even more, the Chairman also came to join this dinner and made a speech to all of us.

I was really happy to be able to shake hand with this man, one of the 10 richest men in the world. He was over 70 but he was still quite healthy! After his speech on the stage, the dinner began and we had actually food like you would have in a Chinese banquet. I had two glasses of red wine but I didn't feel well probably because I had eaten some other things before which crashed with the wine. I would think so because I never had problems with red wine, but anyway, I got something cool after the lucky draw, which is...

Right, a new list on my music device list! It is not like I was dying for an iPod Shuffle, but I was very interested in this little clip because of the design. I did not think I would buy it though because it cost like HK$650 for just a small thing. Now when my older iPod got little battery problems, I can now play with this clip and continue to fill my route to work with music in an easier way. I like it much! (probably because I didn’t pay anything to have it!)

At the same time, I bought some little pots of plants to place on my office desk to brighten up the place a bit more, and they are cute too! I didn’t realize at the very beginning that this one with floral leaves needed a lot of water, and after the day I brought them in, all the leaves bent downloads like wilting while still being green. I was so scared and I added a lot of water. After 3 hours it actually went back to normal like the time I bought it. It was a little funny and also miraculous to me!

So did you do anything to your room to start off the year? Or do you think you need to? I think you should!

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So many things happened in the past 365 days, and I learnt a lot too. Let’s take a look at my 2006 first.

The Thesis Year
I started my year with the preparation for the thesis project in the university. It was kind of important because after all it was my last year of study, probably in my whole life. At least it was the last year of my official education life in schools.

The thesis project was fun and actually I had been anticipating for this for a long time. I didn’t care about anything at all but designed the things I wanted to. In the previous years you were assigned to design specific buildings and now you were allowed to do whatever you liked, even the way you would start and work out your design. It was really fun actually, but still you would feel lost if you had no idea what you wanted to do.

While my project went quite smoothly, my relationships with the other colleagues did not go well. There existed doubts, disagreement and competition, which made the atmosphere of the studio really tight. I hate that but there is nothing you can do to such situations, since it requires all the efforts of different people. I can only say, at least we shared some good times together.

Graduation Show, show time.
I was the head of the Publication Team of the Graduation Show Committee, and was in charge of the design for the book, invitation card, poster and venue installation. The experience was wonderful and valuable, and working with the other team-mates was fun. Even more, the show was a success, and teachers and professors gave me compliments about the design of the show, which definitely boosted my confidence in design work.

However, the show also reveals the dark side of the classmates. It is sad to see how selfish some classmates could be. For example, they only cared about themselves when they were moving the panels and models, setting up the venue and cleaning the place after the show. Just some of our committee members did the cleanup and job and I can tell you it was really tough. After the show, we were supposed to pack the models and move them onto the trucks. Some of the classmates just packed up and left the place, leaving the models for us to move! How selfish is that! It is ironic that they are pious Catholic. Is God teaching people to love and share and be considerate?

One of the coolest lessons I learnt is that you can work hard in school, but you have to pay attention to such exhibitions too because this is the place you are known to others. I didn’t do very well in the exam, but I was recognized by several firms and was lucky to join my current company. Score in school is important, but showing others how good you can be is even more.

Work hard, hard work.
Finally I ended my school life this year and started another chapter in my life. While many people can’t wait to join the work force, somehow it is also sad to leave the university. It is like losing freedom and start the life of nine-to-five. It is scary.

Still, working in my current office is fun. We are doing things that other firms may not have a chance to do. Even more, my seniors also gave us much freedom to work on the designs, so that when the design was built, we felt proud of it. It is very important to me because only in that way can you feel successful and not being used in the office. It is your design and people support you.

Also, the working environment was cool since we had our own room. We could do anything inside. We played on PSP when I didn’t need to work, and we listened to music during work too. It was just like the school studio, but actually, after September I moved out and worked in the new pool outside that room, and now I worked on the normal office desk. I made this decision because I felt extremely laid-back in that room and in the end my efficiency would drop to zero. Also, my new desk faces the harbour and with such a beautiful and open view, working is definitely much more fun!

Compared to my other classmates, my job is not extremely well-paid. Many people thought so since my company was one of the biggest developers in Hong Kong and the Chairman is one of the ten richest guys in the world. However, my salary is just normal like other junior architects. What is better than my classmates is that I would be paid for overtime work and I can leave the office on time. These are all “benefits” of the employees here, if you want to count them in.

Found the other half
Friends are important but 2006 showed me the other side behind the façade of friendship. Besides the bad people I finally realized during the graduation show, some of my friends left because of arguments or disagreement. Interesting enough we didn’t have a fight, nor did I hate anyone or vice versa. Our friendships just faded because we didn’t find any more topics to talk about, and thus didn’t manage to keep in touch. I also realized that some friends were just the come-and-play type. When there is problem, they will fly away. Isn’t it pathetic? That is one of the greatest lessons in my life!

But some friends were kind enough to remember me (isn’t that the greatest gift from friends already? Ha ha!). Apart from my friend from Australia (old friend moved to Aus), I made some reunion with old friends and old classmates. They were all cool and gave me much warmth in the year.

Love is always a mystery in my life it seems. Being single is not new to me and I have already been accustomed to such a free way. I think it is one of the reasons why I did well in school because I did not need to spend any time to deal with girls and their related problems. I said once after graduation: if I can choose, I will choose work because that is most important to me at my age now.

Very soon, God hears it and gives you a different situation to handle. Very unexpectedly, I met her and it was just too beautiful and fabulous. Love has never been like this and she opened my eyes completely. While it sounds a bit too fast, our relationship is unbelievably stable now and I can only say I will continue to work hard to realize my promise: keep this as our last long-term relationship in our lives.

Love is not easy, and after only 2 months I already realized I needed more knowledge and experience in the world of love. Going out with your girlfriend is nothing like hanging out with friends. Two people come together and two lifelines are like overlapping onto each other. You have to deal with your lover’s daily problems besides sharing happiness with her, on both practical and emotional aspects. Sometimes I feel frustrated because this is harder than you think, harder than any projects you did in the office, but actually, the key lies in understanding and giving. With these, you will be able to handle any love problems easily. That, is exactly one of my major items in the new year’s resolution list.

Disney Finale
After the unforgettable birthday, I had the coolest Christmas too. Cool not in the meaning of temperature, but meaning great. I went to the Disneyland in Hong Kong on 25th, and stayed one night there as well. The theme park was not very big as you may expect, but unlike what others commented, I enjoyed it much and I think it was very nice. You would not expect any crazy or super-cool rides or attractions, but it certainly has the mood and feel as a cartoon place. The fireworks were nice, and the staff was friendly too.

The main course of the whole trip was the hotel. We stayed in the more expensive one, the Disneyland Hotel, and we felt that the beautiful rooms and services were worth the extra money we paid. The mood was good and all the amenities were well-prepared and ready for use. When you stay in, you will feel like you are in the northern Europe, if not in a dreamy cartoon world.

Embracing the new year
2006 to me has a lot of unexpected changes and new achievement, and in general it was all good. My life has been changed too, as you can see I did less art because I was embarking on another chapter of life: work. If one asks me now how I felt about 2006, I would say it was a very valuable lesson so far and I learnt a lot. I think I need no more because I feel very contented. Things were happening very smoothly and now I got someone I love, what more do I need? Oh yes, I need the new year resolution! I don’t need any more materialistic items but some more learning in different aspects. Before going on to the resolution table, let’s have a look at last year’s one (check my past journal and you will find this!):

• Complete the thesis, which I hope can inspire people and give them new light on architecture + graphics.
• Complete more than 20 pieces of art.
• Able to play Moonlight on the piano
• Able to travel again (not on a tour) in Europe
• Able to do more in the kitchen (I mean cooking)
• Complete awBlog with Cyberworker (must be done, very confident)
• Learn AJAX.
• Find a good company that I enjoy working in after graduation.

Clearly there are many items I still have to work hard on and finish. Playing moonlight? I think that is going to be forever. Okay, I should be trying at any time. So that is my new year’s resolution: complete the unfinished tasks. Isn’t that a good plan for the year?

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Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami. I finally finished it in two weeks and a bit more. I was recommended by my boss and some other colleagues, and it was a great book even though not as great as I expected. Since I don't feel like writing about what this novel is about, I shall copy what Amazon.com says.

Norwegian Wood is a simple coming-of-age tale, primarily set in 1969-70, when the author was attending university. The political upheavals and student strikes of the period form the novel's backdrop. But the focus here is the young Watanabe's love affairs, and the pain and pleasure and attendant losses of growing up. The collapse of a romance (and this is one among many!) leaves him in a metaphysical shambles:

"I read Naoko's letter again and again, and each time I read it I would be filled with the same unbearable sadness I used to feel whenever Naoko stared into my eyes. I had no way to deal with it, no place I could take it to or hide it away. Like the wind passing over my body, it had neither shape nor weight, nor could I wrap myself in it."

This account of a young man's sentimental education sometimes reads like a cross between Sylvia Plath's The Bell Jar and Stephen Vizinczey's In Praise of Older Women. It is less complex and perhaps ultimately less satisfying than Murakami's other, more allegorical work. Still, Norwegian Wood captures the huge expectation of youth--and of this particular time in history--for the future and for the place of love in it. It is also a work saturated with sadness, an emotion that can sometimes cripple a novel but which here merely underscores its youthful poignancy.

~Written by Mark Thwaite at Amazon.com

It is a strange book I have to say. It appears to be a very descriptive narrative, to a very extreme way of writing that he wrote everything in detail. He wrote about flowers when the boy in the novel sat down. He described how the wind blew and how the people reacted when there was fire. It is very detailed and when it comes to some sex scenes, the description is even more explicit. You can even imagine that you are like watching a porn movie. Still, it is about a young boy, around 18-20 and so it is revolting like porn.

The book is about several tragic love stories around the main character, and to me it is to express that love can be inevitable somehow. Sometimes you love a person but he or she doesn't do the same. Sometimes you depend on that person but he or she is not the one you will love. It is complicated yet it is the paradox of life.

I do feel the same. You are not completely in love with that person but you feel obliged to be with her, due to some responsibilities that you think you have to take. You two may be better to be friends not lovers but you two fall into each other or even sleep together. Such a relationship completely bounds your life, preventing something good from happening. Sadly in the story, it is only when death comes in to cut the knot.

And maybe my boss is right. The story teaches you how to live your life: that is, just live it, instead of thinking about how to. Go and love. Forget about any so-called boundary or doubts. When you are in, you are there. You can't be in when you are still outside, even if you are thinking about what being in it is like.

Open your arm and embrace. That's what life should be. 

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 Yesterday after lunch I went to the bookstore, and couldn't help but buy this book. We all like Lonely Planet because we used them for traveling on our own. They recently released this fun book which will show you how cool this world is.

While one will think that it is just another travel book or novel, this is a completely different approach of visiting other places. In the book, you will find the best places for wedding and watching the nature, or the most dangerous place, or even the most crowded place. If you are not that insane, you can just skip the Area 51 and visit one of the deepest oceans with your oxygen tank. At the end of the book, you will find something a bit more normal. There is a list of countries and the must-go cities. Hong Kong, no doubt, is on it.

Have a look at it and you will see how fun this book is. We all know that we can't really visit all the places on the planet (either you don't have sufficient money or the Earth dies before you do), and so it will be a good idea to visit those places through the texts and images the book offers you.

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First, let's take a look at today's weather:

Lovely weather, and it starts to be cold too. Winter finally arrives. Then, here comes the fire.

The fire happened at a construction site at Kowloon Bay, and at the time I am writing this (12:13pm) the fire wasn't yet put off. The fire started at 25th floor of the new building, and now I am reading the radio official website for more details.

Sky is so clear that you can see that smoke column. Wow. That's how big curtain wall helps you to get close to what's happening in the world, haha.

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Went to this amazing tal-show-and-orchestra event, which is an amzing hybrid. One of the stories really laughed my ass off...it was Jim using one minute to tell the story of Romeo and Juliet...

"Juliet, I love you!"
"Romeo, I love you too!"
"I love you so much!"
"I also love you very much!"
"I want to come up!"
"My parents are here!"
"No problem, I am climbing up!"
"You will fall!"
"I am falling now! Ouch!"
"Are you okay?"
"No, I am not okay! I need some Panadol!"
"Okay, you jump I jump! Ouch!"
"I am dying! You should not fall down!"
"No, we will die together!"
"Let's commit suicide!"
"Let's take these pills!"
"Oh, I am dying!"
"I am dying too! Is this hell? I don't wanna doing to hell!"
"I don't want to go to hell too! I want to go to the Heaven!"
"Oh very bright, is that cloud?"
"Very soft, very comfortable!"
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It is gonna be a warm and beautiful Christmas...
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Finally I decided not to buy a new dual-cored PC, but upgraded my graphic card and hopefully survived with this computer for 12 more months. Now, my computer configuration is like this: P4 2.4GHz; 3GB RAM; 200GB hard disk, ATI X1650 Pro (256MB) and different drives. You know, it is an old machine with old slots, and the card is not on PCI-X. I think it's okay, since reviews showed me that many of the people here in my city still use AGP and will only upgrade when 2007 comes. That means you can still find AGP cards in the stores.

Finally I bought the card and installed it, and also bought the new game NFS Carbon. I of course tested the new display card first with the older version of NFS (Underground II) and holy mama, the game ran smoothly with ALL the effects turned on! Thank God I did not waste my money, haha!


Then I installed the new Carbon (which is actually the Collector's Edition with calendar), and it runs okay. It can run okay with all the effects turned on too but since all the scenes are very 3D-demanding (as all the things can be knocked down in the street, not walls that you cannot break), I prefer to lower the resolution (to 1024x768) for the play.

The game is insanely beautiful because of the graphics. The lighting is very real, as they will dim when you crash your car into some walls (your headlights will be covered right?). I really appreciate how they started to put some real physics in the game, but it will make the game hardware-dependent very much, pushing some gamers outside the door if they don't have powerful machines.

I actually got really little free time for games, and so I am not worried about any addiction. However, as I was going back to the office this morning, I was thinking the previous Quake 4 game would now run very smooth on my computer! I should try playing it again! Hell yeah!

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That's why I love Hong Kong. It is sooo beautiful...

And such a view just makes everything so romantic...maybe you should move to here!

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So many things happened these days and I realized finally that the world could go faster than your own pace. It is normal I guess because one can say this would be the best way to kill time. What I need now is actually just one minute, for me to take a deep breath, and check what is going on these days.

Everything goes well though. It is all good. My boss is on leave next week but I am already assigned to work on my lobby design, with two schemes ready when he is back after 10 days. I am actually happy with this because I always like to work with deadlines. I too very much look forward to the design because this is the first time I am in charge with a building design. It is gonna be fun.

Other parts of my life are better than I want it to be, too. After my probation in work I have another one now, a virtual one for my relationship. However, it is going to be much more romantic and enjoyable I guess. Family matters are all settled and we are all having fun. Mid-autumn festival, yesterday, was a memorable day. I went out to have barbarcue with my colleagues, and we watched the full moon around 11:45pm, which is the time when the moon is closest to the Earth in the past 9 years. It was a wonderful night and I went back home at 3am.

Though I didn't eat too many mooncakes, only 1/4 so far this year though I have very much ice-cream. They are all ice-cream mooncakes and you know I just can't resist that....arrr....

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Now Reading: WALLPAPER October Issue (Anniversary Edition)

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1st October is the National Day of China, and so everyone has a holiday today (Monday). You know I work 5 1/2 days a week, and two consecutive full days of holiday seldom happen. Finally now I got much time to do what I want.

I should correct it to "do what I need to do". Finished all the freelance work and finally I got time to work on my new piece of art and also draft for the coming version of Angelworld. It is all time-consuming work and if you only have a day or two, nothing can happen really even for a little progress. Moreover, if I have a day for my weekend, I would choose to have sports or to shop or to spend time with my family. I guess only when your weekend extends for one or two more days, you can do what really want to do.

I felt a bit unmotivated these days, probably because of the lobby design I was working on. It was just a bit too complicated and not in my style, and working out some art nouveau type thing really killed me. It was, though, a very good experience and chance to learn about history and classical masterpieces. Of course, in the end I really want to go to the top floor of this hotel project: the skybar that I will design later.

Let me write more when I get back. I need to get out and get some fresh air this afternoon.  

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Last night I went to the mini-gig with Alonzo, and it was a show between Kay and Shirley. Okay, I just realized that it should be a Kay's show with Shirley Kwan as the guest. (but c'mon the poster was like they were performing together for the whole show!) Anyway, finally saw the real person of two divas, a budding one and a classic one.

There is no doubt Kay can sing well, and that's why she is popular. Most of the songs were English, which is fine with me. She also sang one Chinese song and sang one with the piano. I like beautiful and talented singers, you know

After some songs like six or seven, the "guest" came out. I really looked forward to her performance but what the hell she only sang two songs, with Kay together.

In the end there were only 9 songs at most and the show only went on for less than 90 minutes. (I think it's just a bit more than an hour!) I enjoyed the show and they sang really at top quality. However, the show was a disappointment in general. First, Kay performed nearly for the whole show and most of us were expecting Shirley to sing more. It was just not enough especially after you have paid HK$200!

The most disappointing thing is some of the inconsiderate audience. The show was supposed to be a standing show (no seat) but after I entered the little hall there were seatings for the earliest and the special. Final, but if you have a seat you should just keep your darn butt down on the chair. They even showed up some lighting panels to support their idols and also blocked our already-narrow views. At the middle of the show they even stood up and blocked most of the views from behind. I was just furious. What the hell? People shouting at them to stand down and the atmosphere was pretty intense. Horrible.

Whatever, at least I got some real live experience from the two great artists, though I have to agree with Alonzo that I would choose to use the HK$200 to buy their albums instead.

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I think everyone has a luck bank account. Inside, you have a certain amount of luck, which is always a constant. It may be a constant for a week total, or a year total, but never just for one day. That means, in any week you will have the same amount of luck for you to use. If you use too much one day, you will have less to use on another day.

Tuesday was wonderful. I woke up early and I felt so much energy. Then on Wednesday I was so tired and things didn't all happen in my way like Tuesday. It was like a reverse of the previous day but it wasn't that bad though. Anyway, these days life is like a little roller-coaster. I got problems with my computer, then it worked out again fine. Back to the office, it was all slow because we just finished a presentation and we wanted to lay back, but then I was assigned to work on another part of the same project, which was really tough. I was so stuck and uninspired suddenly, as if the previous presentation had already dried me up. Thank God my relationships with other people including my family were all fine. Otherwise I will be dead.

Now I want to check my luck balance. I don't mean to use anything or pre-use anything. I am just curious and then maybe I will be mmore cautious about the way I use my luck in the future.  

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Listening to: Bargrooves: Cosmopolitan

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This weekend started fabulously, with the weather like all blue with one or two clouds. So beautiful. Then Sunday arrived, the weather turned bad and it rained. I wanted to do so many things, but the rain just affected me much.

Still, I am happy still. At least I am alive, unlike my computer. Yes, it fucked up again. Now it can't even boot up with any screen images. I suspect that my ATI 9800 is dying since the BIOS can boot up but the graphic card is acting strange. However, actually when I am plugging things in or out, the computer will crash and blank out suddenly. Sigh, I planned to upgrade my computer this Christmas, not now! I have no  money now and damn it!

Anyway, I went out today and I got another CD, Catwalk Glamour, and it is so cool! Oh gosh I am just too addicted to house and electronic music

Okay, in this coming week I will finish my matt painting...I need to do something to it...but first I have to deal with my dying PC. I have to fix it!

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I am coming. I am becoming one.
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Listening to: q* - V )

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Some of you may already know about my plans to get a newer computer. I was actually planning to upgrade my current computer (P4 2.4GHz, 3GB RAM and ATI 9800 Pro) but since this machine is quite fast to me still, not to say with the 3GB RAM you can do nearly any graphics, I am not going to throw this away. Therefore, I will instead get another PC, which should be something like E6600 (2.4GHz dual-cored) with 4G RAM and ATI X1900 XTX.

PNG image, IE 6 or below cannot view this.However, what happened last night really drove me crazy and made me think maybe I may not get a PC. I didn't do anything at all before this. I went back home after work and tried to switched on the computer. It got a blank screen after passing BIOS. Then I reset it and it froze again at the same screen. I tried again and it went blank again after showing me the Windows desktop. I unplugged everything and tried after 10 minutes, and it worked again.

The thing that bothers me is not having computer problem (hardware or software), but is the fact that it always happens when it is urgent. I was planning to finish my work last night as quick as possible after coming back at home around 2230, and I was so tired. Then the computer was playing with me on such a trick or failure or something, and it is just very annoying. I guess I am destined to have such a problem with computers: they listen to me when I am having enjoyable free time, and mess up when I am in a hurry.

I have decided to purchase the new 24" instead of buying the planned dual-cored PC. I know, this may be a very impulsive decision, but I am actually very interested to buy an iMac. Since the Macbook Pro is so problematic, and I don't mind having an iMac, 20" or 24", in my room. Also, it is cheaper with same config and a bigger screen: 2.16GHz Core 2 Duo with 2GB RAM (max) and ATI X1600. With iMac being able to run Windows, I will definitely get one when 2007 comes. I tried on an iMac today again (my school has two for me to play but I am already outta school so yeah), and it feels extremely good (again). I am sure it will help much in my daily routine and workflow, like my current machine does, as long as it doesn't freeze before entering the Windows login screen. You know what? I really need something very very stable. So far, my Mac Mini NEVER got any problem in the last 15 months while my VAIO got viruses and spyware, and my PC got hardware failure and Windows driver issues. Whatever.

This is a review taken from CNet on the new 24 iMac, if you are interested:

A few years ago it looked like Apple would stay in its niche market forever, while Windows PCs ruled the world. But the latest Macs are competitive on price with high-end systems from companies such as Dell, and the new Intel-based machines will run Windows in a sandbox, helping people make the daring transition to OS X.

To top it all off, yesterday Apple released a gorgeous 24-inch iMac, the fastest iMac ever. If that doesn't tempt you to switch, you clearly have an iron will (and possibly an 'RTFM' t-shirt).

The 24-inch iMac (from £1,349) runs a 64-bit Intel Core 2 Duo processor at 2.33GHz. Apple's stats claim that the new processor delivers up to 50 per cent more performance than the previous 20-inch iMac. It also doubles the amount of L2 cache to 4MB, which is shared between the twin cores.

As with previous iMacs, the entire system is embedded in the monitor -- even though the chassis is impressively thin. Thanks to some crafty engineering, the iMac is barely thicker than a 24-inch Dell LCD screen.

This is a pretty brutal tool for anyone who works with digital video or photography. We've used Macs that are half as powerful to edit full-frame HD video in Final Cut Pro and they've flown. Budding filmmakers take note: this is much more powerful than the Power Mac that Walter Murch used to edit Cold Mountain, and a fraction of the price. Expect a full review soon. -CS
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The Devil wears PradaIt is not a wrong spelling. It is really "that" in this journal title of mine. Last night I watched the movie the Devil wears Prada, and it is really a nice one.

I will skip what the movie talks about while you can read it here. It is more like a narrative film where Anne Hathaway's life changes when she is getting better and better in the job. Life is unfair, and her job is even more. Gradually when her other aspects in life start to fall apart, she rethinks about her position and what she is really craving for in career.

I am not a fashion-sense person. I like good clothes and I like look good and smart. However, I am not into the fashion world because I am not interested in it so far. Therefore I cannot talk about this movie on the fashion part. I can only say that the clothes on the girls are sexy and beautiful.

The movie actually talks about life and work too. Anne (playing Andy) is actually looking for a job as a journalist, but got into the fashion magazine company and worked for the fashion queen (Streep). The queen is notorious for her behaviour, demanding work requests and endless sadism on the staff. Anne managed to do the job in the end, but life was falling apart: friends leaving her, breaking up with boyfriend, indirectly kick away her colleagues that she didn't want to. "Is work really like this? Is that what I want to do?" she thought. Indeed, when you get higher and higher, you start to do introspect about what road you are really walking on.

Two days before my boss and my colleagues were chatting about being an architect. We don't have the most salary but we work harder than many other professions. We make good designs that shock the world but in the end we don't make the money that we can spend for 10 years while the building does stand for 10 years. It is hard to work in the design world these days especially in Hong Kong when commercialism and money govern the pace of and attitude to life. Perhaps one would say it is hard to compare jobs and achievements. Indeed, and I guess they were just bitching about life when they are not feeling optimistic. For me, as my previous journal said, I am happy and I feel contented. I very much enjoy my work here and I am really aiming for higher places. But definitely if I were Andy working under such a boss, I would just quit because I believe there would be far more jobs that allow you to do what you want and also make you feel happy, right?

Seriously, for you to think, are you happy with your job? Are you having this job because you like it or because you just don't want to lose or you just want to prove yourself? In the end, when family and friends are in conflict with your work, what will you do? What is fashion to you? Is it just expensive iconography on human being? Fashion is design, but how much do you want to know or pay for fashion?

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Listening to: Fiona - Electric Angel

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Yesterday I was chatting with my colleagues. I just realized that we shared really different opinions in attitude to life, money and love. I think I am a bit conservative but contented, while they always want to think about wild life (love and sex) and life that is easy with tons of money.

I know everyone loves money, but if I can choose, I will choose the life I am having now. Then, I was suddenly being laughed at. What's wrong with my current life now? I am happy (maybe happier than they are), and I am happy with my architectural and design career. I have done art that inspires others while I have helped people in different ways on art and design. My family is good and supportive, while love appears like a decoration to me since I am contented with my single life. I buy what I want to when I make money, while I eat what I love like ice-cream and chocolate. I know different sports and got talents, and I am taking up piano and Spanish. Isn't that meaningful and productive? Isn't that what life should be?

I just don't understand their point of view. I can't see laying back is this enjoyable. Having a break is great, but having a long break like for your whole life makes no sense at all. I don't want to live like a dog or other kinds of animals. I want to LIVE. I want to make my name on the history of human. That's me. 

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I just realized that the "showtime" was over. Yes, the Apple Expo, in which the new iPod arrives. I am very interested in the new iPod Shuffle, but I am not sure if I want to have another iPod when my current one works very fine.

The new iTunes also comes at the same time. There are great changes in this Mac music player, and I think it is quite influenced by the new WMP 11. You can view your playlists and songs in a album mode, while it can download the album artworks itself. I don't fancy the new look since I always like the shiny iTunes 4 better, though I am happy that they finally got some nice features that I can use.

One of the reasons I say it is similar to WMP 11 is the cover page for your personal iPod. This is so "Windows", if you know what I mean. But I am glad that I am informed by my iPod's status. It makes life easier. The coolest feature is the gapless playback! Finally they put this feature into the player and I swear it is just too late, though better than never. Since I listen to quite some house and dance music, this feature will be very very useful.

Don't comment on this journal about what you use instead of iTunes. I heard too much of personal preferences and I am not discussing which is better either. As long as it plays well and does the job well in importing and displaying music files, it is all good to me. 

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Now Reading: Five People you will meet in Heaven

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Though my Friday wasn't very happy in the end, the days after were very enjoying for me. Saturday after work I went to movie "Click", and I must say I am quite surprised. It turned out to be a really nice movie, because you may think it is just a crappy comedy, it is actually qite touching. It makes you rethink about life, about who you care about and about what you should do in your life. Otherwise, life will only end up in misery and regret.


Time is limited, and if we don't do something, you may never be able to do that (again). Say that you love him/her, to your parents, to the ones you love. Show your love, share your love. It is so important and also very easy, but we just want to procastinate and think "later, later and later". It is pathetic, and we must be aware of that.

The movie made me cry nearly, because I haven't really showed how much I care to those around me. Life is all about love, just like the book I read last month, Tuesdays with Morrie.

On Sunday it was a cool day. The temperature dropped to 23 degree Celcius, and the sun hid behind the clouds. I woke up around 8:30am and I can't wait to have exercise. After basketball and the lunch, I just thought that I should walk outside instead of hidding in the room, so I went out to TST and shopped around. I got another Bargrooves album and a new book, The Rules of Work. When you are getting serious about your life, you wanna look through each chapter of it and make the best out of it. This book just comes in handy.

I finished all my work after shopping: two freelance jobs and one competition drafting. I feel so relieved and energetic as well. It feels cool to achieve all these things, and I guess the coming Sundays will be even more productive, I swear!

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When I say hot and wet, it doesn't necessarily mean something sexy or sexual. It is the weather in Hong Kong. It was burning hot two days ago and it finally rains today. I don't really like raining but since it makes the temperature lower, it makes me feel good.

Last night me and my colleagues including my boss were planning for a basketball game, but in the end nothing happened because we didn't have a court. I didn't want to lose my planned sports day and so I left early after office hour, and went swimming after a quick dinner. I haven't swum for a long time and I am losing the summer, so I should swim more when I have the chance.

It feels so good to be back in water. Some people hate swimming alone, but I don't really care. In water when you are floating, you feel like flying. Free, floating and flowing. It is like the most relaxing thing in the world.

There is one more thing that captivates me during swimming, the caustics underwater. Caustics is the water shining pattern at the bottom of the pool, and it is ever-changing. The light shines in and forms just a lovely pattern for you to look at when you are flying in the water, and I think that's one of the greatest shows by the Nature.

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 Safari is a damn fast browser to me, fastest I have ever used. Firefox loads fast, while Opera is also very good, but Safari is insanely fast even in the entering address procedure. I use Safari on my slow Mac Mini (yes, slow cos it is PowerPC G4 1.42GHz only), but it already impresses me with the speed.

In Safari, if you just type "gmail" it will get "www.gmail.com" like insatntly, yes, instantly. "robgoodlatte" will go to "www.robgoodlatte.com" without hesitation at all. In other browsers you have to wait like 3-10 seconds so that the search engines find something for you. Now I think Safari got a tough match. It is Shiira.

A project from Japan , Shiira is another super cool browser for Mac. With the same speed of loading websites and web address as Safari has, Shiira also contains numerous useful settings and beautiful layout design. As you can see from the website, the coming version 2 has the most awesome features ever. Page dock with that fading in full-screen mode, you can surf with joy. Page trasition like flipping your book is wonderful (if your machine is fast enough), while the translucent dark tool windows (like history and downloads) make all your web experience so good!

I can't wait till the final version is released. And I gotta save money for the Macbook Pro too, which I hope to buy next year in spring.

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After getting the PSP, I just got addicted to my new game The Need for Speed: Most Wanted 5-1-0. It is insanely cool, but the main reason I was playing it like hell (during free time I mean) is that I love speed. I guess every boy loves speed. You are controlling a wild house running at 150mph with both your opponents and cops chasing after you, you can imagine the intensity and also the feeling after winning. It is so cool to see cars running and drifting and dashing across other cars. And now I am so looking forward to the movie The Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift (above image as in the trailer, up in theatre here this Thursday). I wanna dash!

And I just checked the EA Sports website and they are already preparing for a new game, NFS Carbon! Dark roads with drifting kings, this will be really exciting! I just can't wait!!! And my Supra is back! (image below, the new NFS Carbon trailer; bottom, NFS Most Wanted, currently playing. Two images are from EA websites)


Holy shit I gotta slow down, breathe, and get back to work... 

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Last week Iwas lucky to follow my team to visit some great hotels in Hong Kong, because we are working on a hotel project now and we want to get more information of the current hotels and see how we should design ours. The most exciting thing is the presidential suite. It is the room that you will never be able to get in unless you are a president or if you are very very rich. Now let me show you what it is like. Remember, it is a hotel room, not a home! But it looks like a home already!


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Side rooms for little gathering...

Dining room...

Bedroom. Holy shit...

Smaller bedroom...

So do you wanna be a president? No for me, I will get much money to live in this instead!  

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Tuesdays with Morrie
It took me nearly two months to finish my book Tuesdays with Morrie. I know, it is a long time, because I didn't really have time to read when I started working. My sister, and actually many friends of mine, already read this book like several years ago (fack I feel so outdated). Anyway, at least I finish it now.

The book is very touching. It is sad, right at the beginning, but it is great to see how a dying man taught the lessons of life to the young man who were just chasing after trends and earning money. More than apparent, this book is a relfection of today's life of most of the people. We are all working. We are actually lost without any goal or objective. We don't know the meaning of life. We only know the basic way of survival (which doesn't equate to living).

I never cry when I am reading a book but this book really touches me to make me shed some tears. Everyone has a life, but that doesn't mean at all that we know how to live it. This book shows you what is outside the issues of money and fame. It is not about you, but the things around you: friends, knowledge, family, spouse, children, marriage and finally, love. Love in the general term. Share with others, learn to forgive and understand. Go through your emotions and find the road to calmness. Throw away your preconceptions and break the rules set by the culture that everyone is embracing now, cos they may not good for you in the end.

Tuesdays, it is always Tuesdays, but the lesson is for every day.

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Listening to: Mariah Carey - Stay The Night

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She "stripped" and now she is back to basic. How raw can that be?

Christina Aguilera released her first album after her marriage, which is also her third album. Her previous one called Stripped showed the world that she could sing, and she sang well. This time she did it again.

I like her really except the fact that she like to wear underwear in front of the camera for MV or shows. However, back to songs, there is no other diva like her these days when people just like to show off how sexy they can be. Whether or not you think Christina is sexy or slutty, her songs are purely the aphrodisac. The new album features tracks, and they are all very well executed with Christina's voice. She manages to bring back the old classic style with her "overwhelming" and strong way of singing.

 You should try her new album out. What she did never disappoints, it seems to me. If you want something to listen and you want someone to sing well too, now this is what I would recommend.

I also listen to some older music and believe it or not, some old songs still touch you. I just love Mariah Carey's album "Butterfly". The song Honey is still sexy and tempting, while "The Roof" has beautiful lyrics. Her latest album "The Emancipation Of Mimi" is also another easy-listening CD. I especially love the song "Stay the Night", which is perfectly to listen to during the night.

I have no idea why some people like to bash against pop music. I don't want to repeat myself, but just listen to what you like, AND respect what others choose for themselves. You don't need to force others to listen to your music. Why do you need to?

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This afternoon, I carried a stack of nearly 750 pieces of paper from one paper store back to my office. Imagine, 750 pieces of paper of 170 gram (that's the unit of paper when you buy it, not totally 170 gram)! That is like carrying two fat babies! And I just checked the distance on the map. It is nearly 1km.

Holy shit. My hands are still shaking even when I got back home. Right after going back to the office, I couldn't even lift a cup of water.

First aid...please.

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Finally the preview for Mac OS X 10.5 Leopard is up, together with the new Mac Pro machine. While I like hardware-strong things, I actually enjoy more on the virtual space because that is the part you are on most. You won't look at your machine all the time but you do look at your screen.

The new operating system has something called the Time Machine. It is a  tool that backs your system up from time to time, from data to images to documents, and everythign is like sucked into the galaxy for you to rewind up. Yes, a galaxy...

You should have a look at the Quicktime movie at Apple's site because the animation is just amaizing. With its new Core Animation, you will see such insane interface transitions. You can go back time and find what you need. It is very useful yet very enjoying too.

The new Mail 3.0 pushes graphical email templates to another height. You can set a template, then drag images from your library to replace the template's ones. Add your own notes and listing in your email and they willdo the same even it arrives the recipient's mailbox. Isn't that cool?

Another stunning feature is Spaces. It allows you to create several desktops (four this time) so that you can define your own workspaces. One for work and one for music, for example. Or one for graphics one for web-design. It is all up to you but the menu bars and dock will remain there. This is just lovely!

The dashboard got even more powerful. Put a website into the dashboard so it loadsup the pageon the dashboard. The new OS also includes the Dashcode, which allows you to create your own widgets.

The reason why I love Mac OS X is the fact that it caters for your computer usage. It creates a nice environment for you to work on. Unlike Windows, Mac OS X is something you can also relax and have fun. You feel that the space is interactive and dynamic, and it greets you with different gestures and graphics. Windows is like a typical home with technical configuration. It is cool and basic but you can finetune many things. Mac OS X is a home with beautiful features, that you will enjoy even you do nothing. It is not boring and every tool comes in handy. I like life like that, and I think with the new Morem chip from Intel, I will get a Macbook Pro soon. I can only afford a Macbook Pro with Leopard and Merom chip.

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Now Reading: Tuesdays with Morrie

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I was tidying up my room, and I found this really old assignement. It was something done for a Chinese course, making a newspaper to report the event Tang Shan Earthquake [ link ]. That event was one of the most serious quake ever in Chinese history, claiming lives of more than 240,000 people.

When we were designing the newspaper, of course we wanted to do something really colorful. But there wasn't such a pretty thing at that time, and so we made this into a memorial magazine, feature story of some sort.

Not surprising, I was the graphic designer of the team (of 6). Haha, it is funny to see my skills of that time...have a look!

Isn't this cool? Very graphical! I was only 16 at that time haha...can't believe that!

When I was cleaning up the shelf, I also found other old projects I did. The comments from the teachers are like "Good! Could be better!" Damn, that is the most stupid comment from a teacher ever. What do you mean by "better"? Better as the way you could do it? Or better when I grew up? I hate such a comment because it does not help a student at all. Sigh, some teachers just need to learn how to teach...

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Last night I went to watch the movie that probably many people would watch during the summer, Superman Returns. I will just skip the details and go straight to the commenting. You may get the plot from many movie websites.

I think the movie is quite good, but when one looks carefully, there are many details that the movie makers should have thought about. Some elements just don't match the scene. First of all, when was the story happening? In the future or now? Or past?

Chronologically lost
You would see old buildings, old-styled clothes, and old farmlands. However, then you will see very modern cell phones, and even an Audi. What's going on? I have difficulties to find out exactly where I am on the timeline. They got different elements from different periods of our history (or future) into the film, and you have no idea if this is 1980 or 2050. Old styled building of the newspaper company with an Audi in the street, which was filled with old yellow cabs. Arha...

Too advanced?
There is some physics that is kinda misleading too. The free-of-gravity shot when the aeroplane was brought to space is rather strange because this kind of phenomenon should go gradually. You won't have a moment when you suddenly lose gravity, and suddenly gain it back. Also, if a plane is so out of the atmosphere, the plane will probably explode due to pressure. Or it loses pressure since the plane was actually damaged. Okay, if the material was that strong, why was the city, again, like an old one?

Anyway, one shouldn't go that deep like I do ...you know, it is important to enjoy the movie. I did enjoy it, but I just got some questions behind my mind too. Overall it is a pretty nice movie. You don't need to care too much about how much it make sense. You know, a Superman doesn't make sense already.

And last thing, I like the crystal land. 

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Yesterday, I took the subway to work, and on the train, someone in front of me was holding the handrail so hard, and I was thinking, "C'mon, you don't need to grab that hard." Damn, right after my thought, he just blacked out and fell onto the ground. Oh no, onto the people because the train was just stuffed with people, packed with people. Shit, this 60-something man lacked oxygen. He was sweating already but I couldn't believe that he actually fainted.

Then, someone pulled the handle to stop the train, but of course it would only hold the train when the train was in a station. Right after the train stopped and the doors were open, several station assistants were already at the door to help the guy. They checked him but the man was conscious actually. They wanted to help him to get out of the train to rest but he insisted to be fine. The train was reset immediately and one assistant stayed on the train (next to me because I was right at the spot of event) till the next station, which was the destination of this man.

Too crowded. I can only say Hong Kong is just too crowded. There are so many people and there ain't space between the buildings or inside a train during peak hours. That's just scary.

More oxygen please. 

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You know, when you work, you don't have much free time for the things you wanna do. Finally last Satuday was a public holiday, and that means I have two free days to do anything. You know, I need to work on Saturday morning too, and so two-day weekends are rare to find.

Site Work
When you are free and have the time to do anything, however, you actually don't wanna anything. You just want to sit back and feel relax. Ha, it is rather contradictory. Anyway, this weekend was all good. I finally picked up the development of this blog system (on awBlog site) and after tons of research and tests, this WYSIWYG editor is working perfectly here. I adopted the engine from TinyMSC, and it works really nice here with a lot of customizations. I hope to finish the basic stuff this week or so, and then Cyber will be able to work on the advance features like PDF conversion and character imaging.

I also fixed some bugs in the forum, and added some new things. This will definitely help the integration of the new awBlog site.

Brazil went home
Still, out of the computer, I got things to do. Last Saturday night I went out to the Cricket Club in Happy Valley to watch the game between England and Portugal. I stood up for like 2 hours and damn, there was no goal for both teams, what the hell! Around me were mostly British people, and they were pretty excited and intense. They definitely got pissed off when the game went into PSO, and they shouted at the screen when the commentary said that England never seemed to win any PSO in history.

The more unexpected result is the loss of Brazil. How come they didn't get even one goal? I pretty much think that someone is controlling the game, or that Brazil just got very very bad luck. Anyway, I can only hope that they can rethink what they did wrong and try not to make the same mistake again.

Anyway, that is my day. I gotta write the article too in the Studio Section about the making of Charge. I have two pieces of art to do too, and one is about robots and machines. I will keep all of you updated!

Btw, this blog is written in awBlog. What do you think?

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Listening to: Kay Tse

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Last night I went out to celebrate Rebecca's birthday, my friend I knew two years ago. Johnson was here, my another good friend. After dinner we went to Starbucks and the table we sat down around allowed us to look at a giant scene showing the World Cup series. Yes, we were in a giant shopping mall (Langham Place) and Starbucks was inside that. At that time the match was Australia vs Japan.

I am not a big fan of the World Cup, but after watching this match I feel like I should keep doing it Unfortunately I don't have Cable TV, nor do I like to stay up late at other people's places, so I guess I will just watch the first match, if possible, a day. The first match is at 1500, which is 10pm here in Hong Kong.

Anyway, it is all exciting about this event. I used to ignore it since I have no idea about football (soccer) but now I feel so great when watching the matches with others. The atmosphere is so cool! So powerful! So overwhelming!

Tonight when I knew that South Korea finally won the match against Togo, I felt so happy! The joy was even more when I had this new ice-cream from our supermarket, Haagan Dazs Strawberry in Champague!



And I just got so addicted to our local new artist, singer, performer. Not really new but her new album is just lovely...compared to her previous album, she's really grown up! So pretty! [ link ]



Have fun! Be sweet!
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Listening to: Trust me (Dub Re-worked) by JT Donaldson

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Okay, I hate it. Many of you may already think I always like to talk negatively here or there, but this time I really want to say it again. I hate it!

Can't the clouds just move?

It has been raining or overcast for nearly 2 weeks, and some more storm today and tomorrow, and I think it is just too much. I want the sun! I mean, 2 weeks! It is like killing all the creatures in the region!

Anyway, I did go to swim when the rain stopped for some time. I like it. I haven't swum for like a year, and finally I got the chance to swim. I also practised piano and it is all good. I want to play the whole song I have been practising to my sister. She only taught me the first half.

And of course I have been cleaning my room and desk. It is like I just get more and more stuff during the cleanup, what the hell...



Okay, I have to start my novels too. Since it is raining heavily (even now) and is going to rain heavily too, I have to stay home. I have to start my Tuesdays with Morrie and Pride and Prejudice soon!
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Finally, I backed up all my things, and formatted my computer. Before this, I slipstreamed the Service Pack 2 into my Windows XP Pro CD, and this saves my time to install service packs one by one after the Windows installation.

Now my computer is clean and new. Drivers are the latest and the applications are the latest. Then I was thinking, why didnt I try the 3GB switch? My computer has 3GB RAM, but Windows can only use the first 2GB physical memory and Adobe Photoshop will only use the 2GB allocated by Windows. So my last 1GB RAM does not really work, even though in reality 2GB RAM and 3GB RAM are still different when you have several tasks doing at the same time.

To make the memory available to Photoshop (as in its preference, on the memory section, you can set the memory percentage. The amount of available physical memory is shown there), one has to enable the 3GB switch as documented in Microsofts website. With a bit change in the boot.ini file, the system will be able to recognize the 3GB RAM and allocate them to the applications, if they support the 3GB switch too. The problem with this tuning is that it is dangerous. It may lead to your machine being unable to boot up properly.

Since my computer was new and I just installed some applications, it wouldnt bother me much if the procedure failed. So I tried and it worked. Then I installed Photoshop CS 2, and it showed all the RAM I had finally. It is not 3GB totally, because Windows itself already took away some.

Available memory: 2688MB

Yay! Finally! Now I am going to test it with my mega-huge files. Let me open my 1GB PSD file later

There is one thing I like to surf on Safari (on Mac) than on PC browsers. The font rendering on Mac is just awesome. When I am reading an article on Safari, everything appears like a PDF, a printed document. The characters are so smooth and this is like printed material on one page. These are shots from my Firefox and my Safari.





I have no idea when Windows will have such technology. But from what I heard, Windows Vista is still clinging to its Cleartype technology. Whatever, I am going to have another Mac working platform so yeah.
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Listening to: Ibiza Global Radio - Lounge

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It has been some time already after the review, and the grades were just out. Mine wasn't really good, which probably surprised many people since they thought mine wouldn't be bad.

My grade wasn't bad, just a bit "abnormal" to me. It deserves a much better grade. I was rather upset because of this. It wasn't just about grade. It made me think about what was real and true in life.


You just don't know the teachers.
The first reason is, just like my grad-show incident, that even if you have done your part, you may still got bad things like random accusation or coming-from-nowhere criticism. There are people who just want to make something up to gossip. We say they are jealous, but whether they are really jealous or not, they probably have too much free time for stupid things like this. In my project, after learning from past years' lessons, I tried to do everything in case I missed something to lose marks from. From CAD drawings, visualization, structural study and material consideration, I did all of them as long as my project involved.

But that doesn't mean a thing. If you don't do it, you are criticized. But if you do it, people take it for granted. That's really frustrating. Now teachers during the review talked about other things and they could always find something to bash about. That's really annoying.

The second reason is the classmates. They helped me by encouraging me and telling me what I did was good. Now I got a lower grade than theirs. I do not mean they should have lower grades as they did well too, but giving me sweet words sounds nothing more like lies and flattery only. I should have treated this with much care. Of course, I was not like flying in the air when I got compliments, but maybe next time I would just smile at it and leave it.

Even more frustrating, some students got higher grades just because of luck. Some projects are just rubbish. Making coffin-like boxes for the homeless? Building "prototype" with wooden sticks glued together? I guess even if they are not that bad, they can't be better than making a museum, right? Theses are mostly graded based on concepts and I can't believe a coffin concept is worth more. Isn't that frustrating? You just can't follow teachers' mind. I swear it is even more about their personal preferences.

The third reason that made me so upset is that I feel so helpless. No matter how I tried, I could never got what I wanted in school grades. From primary school to university, grades are very hard to be achieved for me. I can only get good grades for things that I know very well beforehand (like computer things and renderings), or that the teacher likes me. The latter one seldom happens. Many of them don't hate me, but just don't think I am good enough or friendly enough. I have no idea. I didn't do anything at all. Oh, maybe that's the problem.

Some few friends say, they are just jealous. I shouldn't have shown too much of my talents. Whatever...

New beginning.
Maybe it's a better idea to move forward. After all it has been a week and I can't keep being unhappy for this long. My senior colleague is right, "Don't care about endings. At least you have a good beginning now." True. I will be working in two weeks and it is a good and cool place where I work. It will be all fine and new from now on.

Even though when you do your best, you may be criticized. But then, that's the only thing you can do, right? So, I will, again, do my best. At least, only after you did that can others support you with solid proof that you did work hard.

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Listening to: The White House

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First of all, Happy Birthday to mum

And then, nice to meet you again, Jason (wreckoning). Today we met up and had basketball game under the sun. Gosh it was damn hot, and now my skin feels so painful. I had already got the sun block cream but damn, I didn't apply it thoroughly on myself. Now the back of my hands were red and hot. :sigh2:

At night we went to Hu Tong to celebrate my mum's birthday, and it was holy excellent and amazing. It is located near the top of 1 Peking Road [ link ] . Yes, not the top floor because the top is occupied by its main company Aqua. I don't know if you know this but I have been to the top floor Aqua Spirit to drink for several times last year. It was rather expensive but it was very cool because when you're drinking, you can enjoy the whole harbour view. You will think what you paid is really worth it.

Now I got some images of the Aqua Spirit bar, taken from their website [ link ] (Firefox users should go to [ link ] )




Last week I went to Aqua with my classmate Karen. it was great but the bar was a bit filled up already by people. We could only sit beside the bar table looking at the bartenders instead of the harbour. Still, it was fun with the drinks and with a girl who was willing to spend time to listen to my nonsense.

Back to Hu Tong, it is a Chinese-style restaurant but with much modernized Beijing cuisines. I have never eaten anything so good before, even when I was in Beijing. The taste and the feel are all extraordinary. Again, it is not cheap at all, but with such food and such a harbour view, you will be convinced that it is all worth it.




Really amazing. I was very happy, even though I was really tired about the basketball with Jason and our friends. But it is all good.

For many times, I tell people that eating is moment that you know you exist and you are enjoying it. Eating can be a high level of entertainment and relaxation. It certainly changes your mood greatly. When you see such beautiful and well-cooked dishes, who will not drool over the table?
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Listening to: Jojo - Fairy Tales

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You know the story. you read the books
Boy meets girl, then they fall forever in love
But I know better
So here goes a tale, of the realest of the real
Listen...

Now once upon a time in a small world
It was everything that I dreamed of
He was my gem and I was his pearl
Nothing could come between us
A prince charming to call my own
Until the day that he broke my heart
And left me wonderin all alone
Pickin my mind and soul apart

Used to believe in love
Used to believe in fairy tales
Since my heart's been crushed
Don't believe in much, I need help

Don't know which way to turn
Figure it out for myself
I've just started to learn
There's no such thing as fairy tales...


Is a good story supposed to end
Unhappily ever after
Just as wonderful as it begins
And carry on for a few chapters
Baby how come each time I open up
I can't seem to get past page one
I guess it's time for me to close up
And go back on the shelf because I'm done

Twinkle twinkle little star
Why do my dreams seem so far
Up above the world so high
Won't somebody tell me why
Can you help me out
Can you tell me what love is all about
Cause I never known it for myself
That's why I don't believe in fairy tales no more

Used to believe in love
Used to believe fairy tales (La da da da)
Since my heart's been crushed
Don't believe in much, I need help
Don't know which way to turn (I don't know which way)
Figure it out for myself
I've just started to learn
There's no such thing as fairy tales


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I just love this song...
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Listening to: Bargrooves Influences - Can't help myself

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Sometimes, you are happy because you finally get a chance. You seize it and you get what you want, something maybe you have been longing for a long time.

But sometimes, you are glad that you didn't take that chance.

I once liked a girl in my class. It was nearly 5 years ago, and I was in Year 1. I was with my lover but I also liked that classmate much. She was actually an old classmate of me. We studied in the same primary school and she was in the next class.

She was pretty, and she was blunt. She is direct and expressed her liking or disliking right on the face. I like girls like that. That's their true selves and if you have a relationship with them, you know they are sincere (for most of the time I guess)

I once tried and pursued her, not to no avail. She rejected me with one of the stupidest questions I had ever heard, "How much do you understand me?" C'mon, if I understand you, I don't need to chase after you. And even for lovers over 5 years, they don't understand each other too. What do you expect me to do?

So things ended, but we became friends, like many stories would go on. We shared some similar tastes, and we were both Scorpio. We talked a lot in person at coffee shops, and we shared secrets.

During the year-out period (or you may call internship, which is two years ago, she went to Singapore to work. After a year she was back, and we talked more. We were again in the same class, and this time even more, the same group. We worked and studied together, and I knew more about her. She was still like before, blunt and honest, and she was even more into her Christianity. I heard things from the Bible from her mouth more than reading my textbooks.

One night she went to my hostel room (I stayed at the hostel last year) and we chatted. She asked me whether I still liked her. That question was so strange and I was a bit shocked. Why are you asking things like that? Oh shit, aren't you...Then I answered yes, because liking a person didn't really change with time if the feeling was real. Then she explained she was disappointed, because she was trying hard to keep our relationship as friendship only and after so many things were done, she failed to remove my feeling. Kinda ridiculous, isn't it?

Though I never wanted to have her as my girlfriend since she rejected me. She was more and more different than what I wanted.

And now she had a boyfriend, also my classmate. Guess some of you already know the incident I have with that boy, and you know he isn't a good person to me. (those who haven't read can come here [ link ] ) I just can't stand him and perhaps I just look down on men (yes, not girls) who don't have ambitiousness. Men must achieve, and men have vision. I don't care if ladies should have it or not, but men definitely need vision.

But maybe that is the perfect match for her. I see more and more characters in her that really shock me, or even make me despise her.

Anyway I am not here to use bad words to describe something or someone I don't like. I just want to say, that thank God I didn't take the chance. Thanks for rejecting me, or else I won't know how much happier I am now.
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Listening to: Backfired - Masters at Work

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Much happened these days, but things were mostly under control.

Yesterday was our final pinup day. We have internal reviews, when we pin up all the things on the board for our tutors and reviewers to comment on. Now it is one more month till the final review comes, and so we have this final internal pinup session to finalize our project and check what is missing, and also a chance to rehearse our final presentation on 22nd April.

My project went well, and I received positive feedback from the tutors. The thesis project is basically a story that you want to tell others about what you want to build and why you design it in that way. It is not just a building project, since theory and concepts play a very important role too.

I am happy about my project because so far, my project can be presented fluently. It flows from concepts to methodology to architectural design. It is consistent and powerful, both visually and conceptually. That's something I am quite proud of.

Finally my building is nearly completed in terms of plans and sections, and now I have to deal with some interior design and outdoor design too. When you are asked to do things like that, you should feel comfortable and relieved because only when your building design is mostly done and when people approve it, they will push you to those more detailed aspects.

Though I am not totally relieved since I am still at a critical moment. One more month to go and it is generally called the presentation preparation stage. We finalize our designs and prepare models and renderings and drawings as the final output. Anything done wrong or messed up in this stage will result in a bad presentation in the end and so I must pay full attention. Rest can only be talked about after the final.

Wish me good luck, and meanwhile I will put some exclusive imagery and renderings on my coming journals :giggle: then you know I am also capable of 3D realistic rendering! (or you know I can do that right? )
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Wow, what a movie. I just went to see the movie at 0930 in the morning, ha. Yeah, it was early, but I don't sleep till 10 for most of my life so far so it is okay. At least, this is a great movie.

For the plot, please visit the movie's site [ link ] or Yahoo movies or sort. At least you know this movie is about Natalie Portman and Hugo Weaving. At least it is about fighting against some kind of neo-facist government in the 2045 Britain. It is all about freedom.

Some of the reviews I read is right about it. It is "engaging, fascinating, dark comical, silly, wordy, complex, confusing, likeable and ridiculous all at the same time." (from HK magazine) It is just a mixture of different emotions and thoughts based on a quite simple idea, and it is interesting to see how they are all connected, intertwined and blended well.

Yes, it is a bit literate and wordy somehow, with phrases like "You cannot kiss an idea" "Under the bones and flesh it is faith", but that doesn't matter for me The idea behind the scenes and between the lines is what triggers you to think. What if our world is governed by totalitarianism? What if censorship is all over our cities?

The word vendetta means vengeance over the murderer, and that means violence is to solve the problem, or at least as said, a starting point. Can force be the cure? We know that is not true, but is it needed? I can't say no though, because I don't believe peace can be obtained in peaceful way in our current society. I do not mean however that we need to shed blood for a better world, but force can be a helpful tool if used correctly and controllably.

At the same time, freedom and rights of the people have to be announced and be strived for. It is no longer a gift from the sky. Sometimes we need to act in order to have it. Silence is no longer a sign of obedience, but a symbol of cowardliness and ignorance in some way. You will never know your future if you follow the others by shutting your mouth. Of course, the must to speak and how to speak are both important, just as freedom and self-indulgence are different things.

Very provocative film, and perhaps I just love this kind of movie (btw I am a Scorpio-Sagittarius who is born at the period about revolution and striving for new beginnings) but anyway don't miss this movie.

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On Tuesday, before my presentation on Wednesday, my VAIO laptop got a virus. My Norton Antivirus just expired and I thought it wouldn't be a problem if I dealt with that subscription later. Then, I checked my mail at Gmail, and I got infected.

After all the investigation, I realize it was actually one of the ads on Gmail that contained the virus, which was a trojan. It went into my FIrefox cache folder and started to install itself into the Windows folder and changed some of my registry. It then generated some notifications on my tray and asked me to install some anti-spyware programme (and they are of course spyware!). I immediately knew I was infected.

I then scanned with Microsoft Antispyware, and it found the trojan. After marking it as a "severe infection", it couldn't clean it. That's stupid! I then installed two antivirus programmes, PCCillin and Norton Antivirus 2000, with their latest virus patterns. Still, they found it but couldn't clean it. C'mon, what are these programmes for then?

I decided to read the online virus manual on Norton after realizing the trojan is called Zlob. I read the removal instructions and did it myself. However, I couldn't touch the file since it was in use.

So I tried to move the file, and it worked. I moved it to the desktop and renamed it, and logged out. I logged in back and before the system tray started to load, I trashed the virus. Wow, I just cleaned it, which is so freaking lame. I did the same with another DLL file, and it worked. Immediately I removed all the related TMP and random files, and cleaned the registry too according to that online instruction.

No one knows if that really works, so I immediately grabbed my latest Norton Antivirus 2003 and scanned it, and nothing was found. If it said so, I would say my VAIO is declared to be clean again. It is just hilarious right? I guess I should post this up on some antivirus sites and mark it as the "last resort".

I care how clean my computers are, but sometimes I know it is inevitable to be injected since our web is filled with those horrible diseases already. However, in any case, I just don't want to have such viruses before my due day. C'mon, I am already worried about my schoolwork and now just cleaning the virus took me so much time and effort! Not again!
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Listening to: Low Profile - Eason Chan

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It has been some time for me to write a journal. I like to write and I always have something on mind when I am on my way to school, but time does not really allow me to do that. Finally, things got a bit settled down at the moment, but it only means something big after this break.

My design work occupied me for most of the time since these last two weeks of February are the time I have to finalize my design. After much work, my visual art centre is more or less settled down in its physical form, and is able to house its programmes. My project started from abstract digital art, and bringing abstract visual elements into real architectural forms isnt an easy job. I am glad, however, to achieve something convincing and something I like at the moment. Now the final form is quite organic, resembling some wave forms along the shore. When you are to build something like that, the first question people would ask is how to make it work. Nearly all the teachers and senior classmates told me if I could overcome this step of transformation (from abstract to concrete), my project will be done. Otherwise, it would just fail.



Now it has been worked out with a decent structure, which depends on steel arch structure and two-pin space truss system. The two systems combine to form the overall framework for the building so that the secondary structures can be laid out properly to form the wavy roof shape at the top. The systems are also good for the cladding systems, which consist of oblique and translucent panels.

I am so lucky to have a famous person to come over to discuss my project with me. He is Tony Hunt, a famous engineer from Ove Arup. He wrote some books that structural courses would use. He gave me some really helpful advice and insight on my project since he is good with long span structure and my visual centre has a huge span in the largest gallery. It is so cool. Now with his words I decided to use the systems I described. I also got some insight from another teacher Shinya, who is familiar with materials. He helped me on the translucent panels and he recommended me to use ETFE, the plastic material used in the Eden Project. It allows coloring too and so my plan to project video on those translucent walls will be feasible.

As an architect, no matter how abstract or artistic your project is, you have to build it eventually. In our school, at least you have to demonstrate how. I am happy that my design is now workable, and I can move forward. One of my senior classmates, who is very smart and helpful, approved my design and said I had really leaped forward. I am so thrilled!

Now I have to push myself even more after this step. You know I am not the kind of person who is satisfied with a little accomplishment. I have to complete the drawings ASAP so that my friends can help me to build the model. It is like a kind of tradition that we seniors ask for the help from the lower grades. I got three people now who agreed to help with my project, and since renderings and panel design are my strength, they will be helping my final models. I am so grateful!

Besides school I have some new web-design offers too but I am not sure if I have the time. Maybe I will transfer them to some of my friends who need them. I will see what I can do. I was spending time thinking about upgrading my PC to a dual-cored one, but now after checking all the prices and reviews, I think I will not upgrade until the prices are more settled down and the software start to support the new processors. Instead, I think I will buy the new MacBook Pro when it arrives in March. It looks just too good and also useful for me, but of course it all depends on how much money I have saved at that time and on what I feel after trying it at the Apple Centre.

Now my mind, however, is all occupied by my thesis project. New computer or not, I cant care more now.
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Listening to: Bargrooves Cosmopolitan

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Okay, this is another new year entry. It sounds a bit weird to many of you I guess, and it sounds a bit to me too. But anyway this is the Chinese New Year (or Lunar New Year) so yeah...

My family and I spent the last two days visiting our grandparents, and it is all very warm and good. However, all my aunts on the father's side have gone to travel, or otherwise the two days would be even busier.

I like Chinese New Year since it is very warm and also exciting, seeing people visiting their parents and grandparents. It is about reunion and celebrating the arrival of another animal. Okay, I mean another year, since years in the Lunar calendar are represented by 12 different animals. This year is the Year of Dog while last year is my year, the Year of Rooster (I was born in the year of Rooster, so you can guess, I am 24 last year, a multiple of 12).

One of the things I feel excited most about the new year is the food. We have some food that we only eat during the Chinese New Year holiday, and nearly all of them have names that symbolize luck and good fortune. It is very tempting during this time, and only till today did I realize I already gained 3 more pounds! O_O WTF.... I have to do more exercise when the school starts!

With the new year started, I need to work more on my website, because I never know if I have the time after I graduate in May. So yeah. I am now building the basic framework for awBlog, while I am learning AJAX and hopefully I can add something interesting and useful this month. With it, Angelworld 8.5 will be up very soon. Then no more flashing reloads in the page when you browse the gallery, while things are sorted out instantly.

Yes, there is no 8.4 version. I don't like this name nor do I ilke the sound of 4, which is the same as the Chinese word of death in sound I will also update some of the animations. Expect more flowers, in vector. If there is more time, I can even use XML for some of the Oxygen functions like AddressBook to facilitate future info exchange.

That's all for now. I will have to work on my schoolwork or else I have no idea what to present on Thursday!

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Listening to: Ashanti - Foolish

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Finally watched the movie. Before watching it, as many have already known, I read the novel after spending 3 weeks on it (you know I don't have much time when school starts!) Therefore, one can guess that I would say the novel is better than the movie, as usual.

Confined by time, the movie cuts a lot of details and even some chapters from the novel. The story is simplified or else the audience can't digest it. It is a nice movie with beautiful kimonos and settings, but they can't save the movie from a dull plot which doesn't really have climax. It is just a plain narration, without screens that one would anticipate for more. It is really a shame that the movie is presented out like that, especially when people all gave much expectation on it.

When one can't really enjoy what aplot like this can bring, one can only look at the actors. Here, the three main roles are the center of discussion. They all did a splendid job, and I must agree with many people out there that Gong Li did very well in this movie. She won the NBR Award of Best Supporting Actress in National Board of Review, USA, and I must admit that she deserves it. She looks even more beautiful than before!

One of the strangest things in the movie is the language. It uses English to describe a Japanese movie where Chinese actresses are casted, but then it turns out to be a mixture of English and Japanese in all the dialogue. Words like "good morning" "hi" or "goodbye" are in Japanese, and English for all the other lines. You can imagine how bad it is. It is just confusing.

As one of the reviews I read say, this movie is more about fabrics than flesh. There are many beautiful sceneries, but unfortunately that is not the main point of the story. It is about the life of a geisha, and the complicated relationships and feelings surrounding the main role Sayuri. It is the details in the living and the entertainment with the males that forms the intriguing plot, and the movie clearly misses that.

You should watch this movie when you have time and money, or else you can just rent it when it is available in the store. However, you should not miss the original novel by Arthur Golden. It is a really well-written book which not only tells a story but also reveals a culture of the past undiscovered land with explanations and details. You will enjoy it when you are guided through the world Sayuri lived, and expierence the harsh life of a geisha. It is a truly amazing piece of inspiration, so have a look!
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Listening to: Next to me - Fred Everything feat. Roy David Jr

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Okay, life is busy, but to me it is also important to be relaxed and enjoy life. I did so yesterday by making a cake. This is a cheesecake that doesn't require baking. Just did it and put it inside a fridge.



The Lemon Soft Cheesecake

Ingredients
Base: 200g Oreo cookie; 50g salt-free butter; 1 teaspoon of maple syrup
Cake: 250g Marcarpone cheese; 145ml double cream; 50g icing sugar; 3 teaspoon of lemon juice (not lemonade!)

Crunch some Oreo (remove the filing) cookies and blend it with a little melted butter. Put it in a small tray and press it hard to create the cake base. Put it into the fridge for an hour.

Mix the Mascarpone cheese, double cream and sugar together, and then gradually put the lemon juice into the mixture. When everything's blended well, pour it into the tray onto the cake base.

Put it into the fridge for some time like 2-3 hours. It can be served already.

YUMMY!
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There are so many things happening last year, from my own things to world things. Let me recall what I achieved for the past 365 days.

Things I completed or did
Had a bright and exciting Chinese New Year with family
Finally ended the relationship with my ex at Valentine's Day
Made some good friends with the colleagues I worked with in the studio, whom I only knew about until that time when we were in the same studio. In the past we just walked on by
Started to be so addicted with house, dance and world music. Thanks to my ex
Bought the first Mac after doing a freelance job. Even till now I am still very inspired and impressed by this little Mac Mini
Left depthCORE. Finally left this stupid place led by a pompous Australia kid
Finally reached one of the northest places, the northern Europe, and got to meet Jenni (suzi9mm on dA)
Being interviewed on TV about freelance job. Wow!
Won silver award and Judges Choice in HKDA Awards 05. Angelworld was exhibited in HKCEC in November
Started my last year in school, with a thesis project that I wanted to do so long
Removed all four wisdom teeth! And gone through all the pain!
My art Flux was selected in the book Elemental 2. First step to stardom maybe j/k
Finally ditched the relationship with my ex, I mean, friendship. I think I just can't keep in contact with such a girl who stabbed my back
Got up the habit of going to bars and pubs with friends. No naughty or dirty things, just drinking and chatting
Nearly blew some friendships but I was thankful to know the truth behind those "friends"
Went to South Korea in the last week of 2005. White Christmas, even belated

Things that I learnt in 2005
Making cakes!
How to cook simple things like fried rice
How to play the piano (only the scales, 60%)
Spanish (no es dificil! Pero interesante!)
How to ski (knew it before, but now is much better)
That relationships are annoying mostly...better skip it till I get a job with some saving
That I can always achieve something or learn something if I put down my feet
That reading is really enjoyable (started to read novels after the Da Vinci Code, now reading Memoirs of a Geisha)

New Year Resolution
Complete the thesis, which I hope can inspire people and give them new light on architecture+graphics.
Complete more than 20 pieces of art.
Able to play Moonlight on the piano
Able to travel again (not on a tour) in Europe
Able to do more in the kitchen (I mean cooking)
Complete awBlog with Cyberworker (must be done, very confident)
Learn AJAX.
Find a good company that I enjoy working in after graduation.

Sounds like a lot but I always believe that even in a week can one do a lot. I am a typical Scorpio who just loves to spend my day with a stuffed timetable. Only with that will I feel my life meaningful.

What's your plan then?
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Listening to: Wham - Last Christmas

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Right after my quiet Christmas I went on a trip to Seoul with my family. I didn't know much about this city except that it is a capital of South Korea, but I was pretty excited because I have been waiting for the chance to ski again after my trip to Hokkaido in 2003.



27th December
After 150 minutes in the sky we finally arrived and it was freaking cold. We arrived at the new airport at Incheon, but then we went to the old airport afterwards. The old airport, like HK's old one, was transformed to a shopping mall selling old things (not very new stuff I mean). When we arrived at the city center it was already night and we had our first Korean hot pot. Then we went back to our hotel and prepared for our second day.

28th December
We went to ski right after breakfast, and I couldn't wait! We spent three hours on the snow and I finally managed to control the way I moved. I mean, when I was in Hokkaido, I knew how to control the skis and things, but now I was even better. I could ski from the top of the slope for immediate learners. It was so fun and I just love it! :nod:



Before having dinner, we had a little walk in the street and ate some really cool snacks. The cake thing below is made like pancakes, but with an egg inside. Two layers of sweet cake sandwiching the cooked egg, it tastes so special!




29th December
We went to Everland in the morning, and it was like the Disneyland but more successful of course, since it was much bigger and the people were nicer (instead of being fille with rude Chinese people from mainland). We had a ride on the two rollercoasters, and also went sledging (see tracks below). So cool! I have never ridden on such a thing, so fragile yet running so fast!



Then we went to Myeong Dong, the district similar to Mongkok in Hong Kong where you can find a lot of popular and trendy things, perfect for teenagers. There you need to try the insane ice-cream. Just W1000 (US$1) you can have this super tall 20cm-high ice-cream. Be sure to have it in the street while the cold wind is going through your hair! After that we have rock-pot for dinner, which is a cuisine on a heated rock bowl.



30th December
Today was the shopping day. We went to different stores selling the famous national specialties: ginseng and kimchi. We also visited the Korean Culture Experience Center and made our own kimchi. It is the life of Korean people, you know? They can't eat without it, but I have no idea why they are still very strong, while HK people, who eat a lot of meat, only go fat. *sigh*



We had dinner after that, and we went to a restaurant which was in the basement. We had this really interesting cuisine. You grill the pork and then eat it after sandwishing it with vegetables. It is so interesting and I ate so much even I had a lot for tea break before. Then we went back to hotel and were about to pack up.

31st December
The end of 2005, I spent nearly 2 hours in the airport and 3 hours in the sky, since our plane got delayed. But we managed to arrived before the countdown. I left home right when I dropped my luggage at home. Then I went out and met my friends, and it turned out to be a bit disappointing since it was too crowded outside and the police was redirecting people away Times Square, the place we were heading for. Anyway we went to a bar after 00:00 and ate and drank and chatted till 3am. It was quite fun but I was too tired already. So yeah. Finally, it is 2006.

The trip was fun and I am quite happy with this. Yes, you know it, It is all about skiing. I just love it! When we were in Seoul it didn't really snow except on the 4th day when it snowed for 2 hours or something. But anyway I am not that crazy about the whiteness from the sky, yet it is still good to have a white late Christmas. Happy to meet some friends on the trip especially our tour guide Cherie, who is actually younger than me! Wow, and she is the first teenage guide I have ever seen. She is kind and helpful, and so is our leader Roy, who is funny with the way he speaks.

In conclusion such a way to end the year is fun. Wish you all the best in 2006!
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After the special Christmas time, the New Year's Eve is coming and that implies the arrival of 2006.

Specially Festive
Don't get me wrong. The term "special" here doesn't mean it is special in the good way, but actually, in a bad way. I have never had such a quiet Christmas. I was organizing different activities with my colleagues and friends, but then it ended up to be a failure. Either some of them were busy, or some of them were sick. After calling off the first two events, I was forced to cancel the third one in which we were all about to go out and have a drink to celebrate the arrival of Christmas.

It turned out to be a great disappointment and I ended up staying at home. It is really ironic, since I had so much to do with my friends a week ago and this Christmas week was actually the freest one in December.

Silent Night, it really is
The good side is that I managed to save some money (but it is an illusion since every time I went out I spent just more and more, which will be equivalent to the expenditure of other months). And at least I didn't need to fight for space in the public areas. The sad thing is, while I didn't have any friend gathering, I also missed the chance to go out and watch the fireworks which was specially organized for this Christmas. I never like watching fireworks alone and so without any friends accompanying me I can only stay home with my family. Speaking of family I think that is, interestingly, the best part since we never had such a great Christmas dinner. It was just fun.

This December is exciting, since I realized my friends and I did many things together which we didn't really do before. We had several games of basketball at the public sports hall, and then I learnt about Mr. Kong's death, which was the most shocking in 2005. I knew more about some new people I met in the studio, including Jennifer who is 4 years younger and in next group in the studio. Today I called her out and gave her a present (check my Art section in my website) and then Eureka and Johnson, two friends of mine, arrived too. I thought there would be Jennifer only but anyway we had a good time. To be honest, I think Jennifer is a good girl and I would say I have that a modicum of feeling towards her. However, since I am not too into relationships now, I will just stay the same and let things be. As long as she is happy (and she is for most of the time) I will feel good about it.

Tomorrow I will be flying to Korea for a little trip. No, South Korea of course. I have been waiting for a chance to ski again after learning how in Hokkaido in 2003. It was just fun and I so wanna do it again! I swear I will just sweat my underwear again! I know it is cold there now but it is getting a bit warmer in the coming days. I will be coming back before 2006 arrives and so I can manage to get some time and do the countdown with my friends, ONLY IF they manage to come too not like Christmas Eve!!!

I wish all of you a happy time and a fabulous new year of 2006. Be happy!
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It is shocking and also saddening to hear about Mr. Kong's death last week, simply because we never expected him to take such an ending.

Mr. Kong is a great teacher who taught me when I was in secondary school. He has been teaching in my old school for 45 years, and in the last 5 years or something, he taught without salary as he clamied to be a labour of love. He just devoted himself completely in the field of education. I was lucky to receive his teaching as one of the last classes.

He is renowned for his insanely accurate English. His English usage is better than any of the dictionary and he can even translate English idioms to Chinese ones, or vice verssa. He taught Chinese and English literature, and everyone who was taught by him would be so impressed during the lessons. The way he taught is interesting too. I can still remember he walked into the room without haste at all. Then he sat down and looked outside the window, and started to talk. Talk about anything, with new volcabulary that I had never seen before. I tried to catch up but even with revisions after lessons, I can't remember the words as much as he told us. He is just too good.

Besides English he also taught mathematics and science subjects, but still his English is his best subject. He taught so many people that you cannot remember, and many of them are actually famous people today, from politicans to famous lawyers. Even our secondary school principal was taught by him, and you can see how many great students Mr. Kong had.

He was kind. For most of the time he taught with his serious expression on the face but still during breaks and the time after school he chatted with the young students and sometimes he treated the kids with candies. He is a fun person. And how can we miss his style? He is also famous for his tastes. Every day he wore well-ironed clothes with carefully chosen shoes. Every day is different, so are his clothes. On him there is fashion show, can you believe it. He was picky about what he wore, what he ate and what he drove. He is just special.

It is a great loss to many people. He suffered from strokes and mental problems, and even with that he went to school teaching without revealing any traces of his illnesses. He dealt with everything carefully so that he could always face the students and other people with the styles he estalished. One day, finally, he thought the Heaven was the way to relieve his pain. I truly hope that he can now rest in peace without worrying about the naughty students and our bad English.

During the requiem mass yesterday, I think one of the speeches is very right. "We should look at how he lived his life, not the way he ended it." Indeed, he is our great example, and I swear if it is not him, I won't be here using English.

Mr. Kong liked to travel to Japan to see the maples. He loved to travel. As my classmate said, the seasoned traveller has now returned home. Rest in peace. Amen.

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And it is the will of him who sent me that I should not lose any of all those he has given me, but that I should raise them all to life on the last day.

John 6:9
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Listening to: Black Eyed Pea - Dum Diddly

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It is interesting to realize now that holidays only mean working according to your time, not totally free time. I have to go back school and meet with my tutor on Wednesday, and c'mon it is already Christmas what is that for? You want me to work on design even it is school term break? It sounds stupid, but still it is better than doing nothing. I am a person who can't stop.

It is even more interesting that people around me actually read my journals! Thrilled but that also means I have to be careful of the power of the journals. You never know whom you would influence

Last week I had my last two wisdom teeth removed, and as expected my right cheek went swollen and it was more painful than I thought it would be. But after two days the pain wasn't from the jaw or the empty space in the jaw anymore, but on the wall of the mouth. I found this little wound which drove me like mad. When I drank water it hurt so much like severl needles stabbing my mouth. I don't know why I got this wound, and it was probably that I bit myself, but the dentist hurt me.

Anyway today is much better after I took 3 vitamin C pills yesterday to force it heal faster. Seems like it works. But the best painkiller is doing something else to distract yourself, and I managed to finish a piece of art I put aside for 5 months. Redeem is this new art and it is a war scene. It took me 2 hours only to render but in Photoshop it costed more than 12GB RAM totoally! Even I split the file it was still huge and my machine was half-responsive for most of the time. I then needed to have my laptop on for other things like MSN and email since my main computer was like frozen from time to time.

What is annoying then is the monitor. Suddenly its DVI connection cable failed to work! What can you do when the screen goes black? I can then spent the last 2 hours before sleep on AGP connection, which had this really odd colors and pixelation. I swear DVI is much better.

Anyway it goes back to normal now this morning. I have no idea. I'd better not touching anything again under the table, especially cable-like things. Now I gotta work out a to-do list because there are so many things waiting for me to complete before Christmas. At least I have to meet the tutor and I still don't know what to talk about in front of him. Whatever.
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Listening to: Sway - Vanessa Carlton

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It is a very special day, since the final presentation and pinup were all done. It is hard to describe how free it is, but of course it is not my first time, and therefore comparatively it is not very free in a way that this final exam is more like a mid-term review, unlike the lower year. Anyway it is still wonderful to have the work done and be prepared for Christmas.

Last night I had a little celebration with Sylvia, and after dinner we went to Aqua Spirit. It took us like 30 minutes to walk around and finally settle down in a restaurant for dinner! We had some cocktails after that at Aqua, and it was great. We actually saw some laser show over the other side of the harbour and you know Aqua Spirit is located at the top floor of the building Peking 1, and it is like at the tip of the peninsula and the view towards the Hong Kong Island is complete unobstructed. It was just wonderful

The studio work is over now, but something funny yet scary happened before the due day. I sometimes just wonder why we have such selfish people in our studio, and there is this Leo girl who looks pompous and thinks she is just good and cool. It is hard to get along well with her unless you know how to flatter. I always think only the weak can stand her because they can't oppose to the Leo. Anyway, she was not treating my good friend cool last night and I felt so angry. Who do you think you are?

Then it reminded me that the night before another girl used my stuff. She had this really strange mentality that she thought my things were hers. Maybe she didn't think like that but she did things like my table was hers. Hilariously she did that for 3 years before already and we were in the same studio. Do you think that is a curse?

Finally I said it out. I left them a comment and you can imagine what happened. They cried. One by one. In a hour. In two different places. Interesting enough, I don't think I did wrong because I am just telling them how selfish they behave in their lives. Isn't it good to hear what you did wrong? I admit it wasn't the good timing, but I must say it is their own attitude that they should be unhappy with.

The funniest thing then happened. The girl who treated my workspace as part of her room cried and called me out for explanation. She was shouting like this and that, and started to use the Bible to enrich the conversation. Before I could start any line, her boyfriend stood up and shouted at me, wanting to pick up a fight. I was so shocked. "Before I go mad you'd better shut up!!!" :angry: he was like on fire with his eyes popping out.

That is freaking scary yet ridiculous. Now everyone knows what he is really like. He didn't hit me or anything because the girl pulled him back and saved the situation. Surely I didn't want to fight because tomorrow is the exam and no one wanted to have broken hands and legs to present. The funniest thing is that her boyfriend Alex behaved so silly and only God knew what he was doing.

I will remember that, and I am so sure that he will need to pay for his anger. I will not let this be like that, and I will surely make him feel again what it is like to be shouted like that. Unfortunately I am a Scorpio. I don't forgive easily and I can't even forget things. In any case, let's just wonder why this girl likes this man. All I can say is that, what a funny match.

Why can't a studio just be good? Why can't my colleagues be friendly and considerate like the lower years?

:sigh2:
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Listening to: Alicia Keys

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Finally, after paying more than HK$1000, this little Heaven is awarded and exhibited in HKCEC today. Interestingly, one of our teachers also got some free passports for another event at the same venue, called Business of Design Week. Therefore, I can get inside and listen to today's talks by some really great designers, whom I will talk about later.

First of all, you all will be interested to see what is like in the Design Award exhibition. The exhibition appears to be much smaller this year compared to what I saw before, and it is also very confusing too to get to see this exhibition. It is mostly stuffed by posters, and so maybe I will need to submit all my prints next year (if I have the money ) Anyway, there you go, the entrance.





As you can see at the entrance, there are two plasma TV panels. They are showing some slideshows and one of the slides is my website. I think they should just set up a computer and allow the visitors to click and try Angelworld. :sigh2:



Anyway that's what it looks like. Visit tmr which will be the last day! So what is about the talks I mentioned before? I listened to 4 of the eight talks today, and trust me, it is tiring BUT inspiring too. The most important ones are the one by Vivienne Tam and Daniel Libeskind.


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Vivienne Tam is a famous international fashion designer who is from HK and graduated at HK Polytechnic University. She went to NYC then to find opportunities and finally, with her perserverence, she was appreciated and joined a company. Then he set up her own firm and developed her brand, and won international appreciation and fame like today. She is so cheerful and I admire how determined she is. She keeps saying "make it happen" "nothing is impossible" "I wanna do that!", and I think that's really the key to success. She said, always love what you do, and do what you love. See? That's not just encouragement, but the words to success.



Daniel Libeskind is the architect who did the Jewish Museum, and he did buildings for the sake of expression and emotion, not really for requirements and programmatic concerns. The buildings speak and are unique, he said. I feel a very strong urge to express in his presentations, and as an architect, I realize how important it is to have your own standpoint. Daniel just designed the School of Creative Media for City University of HK and will be done in 2 years in Kowloon Tong.

What an inspiring day!!!
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Listening to: Bargrooves - This Time

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It happens to be a much earlier celebration week for me. My classmates were doing an early celebration both because of my another friend and of our school work. My another friend had her birthday on 10th, and so she proposed to "combine" her and my birthday celebration on the same day. Then they could save time and money. I had no objection on that and so we ate out together on Monday, 14th, which is the earliest birthday gathering I have ever had.

It was a great time. We ate in the outdoor Hong Kong type restaurant. I don't know how to describe that but anyway it was fun. I drank six beers and if I wasn't full because of the dishes, my colleagues would definitely stuff me with another six beers. Thank God.

My schedule for this week is pretty hectic. This week I won't be eating at home for dinner. Not even one night, which is not a good thing. But hey, when you are treated with free dinners, who can say no, especially when you are the star in these birthday parties?

Last weekend I drank quite a lot. Not really a lot but more than I used to. Saturday I went to a superb bar in TST called Aqua Spirit [ link ] . Holy crap this bar is freaking cool with such a nice view towards the other side of the harbour. I had two cocktails, Pina Colada and Manhattan Dreams, which are not very mild. My friend had Lychee Martini which is actually very good but a bit strong. That night was just lovely.

On Sunday I went to Lan Kwai Fong with my two old friends from Australia and my sister. The place wasn't very crowded but it was still a great time since we haven't talked for 5 years, or even more! I had a Melon and a Flirtini, which is very funny. It is a cocktail with cranberries, and I have no idea how "flirting" it is. Anyway it was fun. It was my sister's first time to be in LKF, can you believe that? Her university is so close to LKF you know!

Last night I also went to a pub in TST for my best friend Johnson celebrated my birthday (though he was thinking he wasn't treating me till I said it, damn it) I got this really easy-to-drink thing called Fusion. It is so like 7-up with a bit vodka but you just can't taste any alcohol. Then I got a beer but perhaps I was too full during dinner I felt so tired and went home early.

So far everything is good, except school, because you see I got to hang out so much and how can I have time to work? C'mon, let's face it, it is my birthday week!

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Listening to: Snowy Hair - Jay Chow

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The past two weeks are actually my happiest time so far after school started. It is a bit ironic because I had my wisdom teeth removed in the two weeks and it was painful, but still I just had some great times.

My old friend from Australia just came back to Hong Kong. Catherine was actually my first girlfriend even though I am not sure still whether it was really a relationship between us (but love is true though I am sure). Anyway we are very good friend now. We haven't been in touch for like 5 years and now we met again and it felt so great and unbelievable. We both changed so much yet we are now grown up and wonderful!

I have shown her some places in Hong Kong, like taking her to the peak and visiting Hong Kong Park. Tomorrow I will show her my university, which spreads across several hills. She loves green and open spaces, which ironically are things hard to find in Hong Kong anyway.

I enjoyed the time we spent together. It feels really great and special, to talk to each other after so many years. We both experienced much and saw a lot of things on two different continents. Now we are back again and share the things. I am so glad that we can meet again, and she is such a charming and outgoing lady. I am so happy for and proud of her!

This Monday I also met Elaine (wintergal). We had a great time at a Chinese restaurant and her family was very kind. Her two brother were a bit shy and I hope I didn't look scary nice to meet you Elaine!

School is busy because I have to devote some time out for other things, but now the progress so far is very promising and I am so happy about what I am doing and what I have done. I will show you guys some work later after the exam (since I can't publish them yet) so yeah. Have fun!
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So my wisdom teeth were removed. Out. Done. Over. But not the pain.

The wounds have stopped bleeding now, but I still smell and taste the trace of blood. My whole left side of the face is still paralysed, until 30 minutes later things will be normal except the pain will be ever more severe. Just took some painkillers but I have no idea if they work.

Holy crap. It is like the pain in the whole jaw. The shots weren't painful. They work quickly too because right at the time I was shot, I felt numb already.

Now I am going to have my midterm exam. yeah....I need to study too...
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Listening to: Bargrooves - Cosmopolitan

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Usually when you see such a title you think I am busy. yes, but it means more than that this time.

Work is like usual. I haven't really worked out anything in the last four days for school and I need to produce something so that I can discuss with my tutor on Wednesday. Now I just got two or three sketches! Gosh!

Then yesterday I got my ideas back and was a bit inspired. Then today I came back and started to work out something I found something on my colleague's desk. She is also doing the same concept as mine, folding! She made some models and they were so similar to what I intended to do! Now damn, I don't know if I should just continue or start a new concept. Most likely not a new one, since I don't have time!

Anyway it is all good. At least I have some powerful abstract graphics as the basis for my concepts. I should go back and study what is special in my project. Eventually we won't do the same design.

Last night, actually this morning at 6am, I had a nightmare. Interesting enough this is not a fantasy nightmare, but a close-to-reality one. I was seeing myself at the dentist and having my wisdom teeth removed. Damn I could imagine the pain and I just couldn't get back to sleep WTF! In fact, I am going to have them removed on Thursday! F**k I was so worried but thank God when I got up at 9 I felt much better.

I even have exam after my operation! Now I have no idea what I can do, but to bear the pain and go ahead. No choice indeed.

I am busy with my new artworks and hope to release my new calendar next week. At the same time I got some gatherings with my friends and together with work I just wish I had one more day every week.

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This is a really great night. I just went to a street concert with my friends, and it was a street show at Portland Street, Kowloon, Hong Kong. It is the most crowded area in Mongkok district, and is also under revitalization project by the government. This show is aimed to inject new energy and styles into this revitalized region, but it is more like a gathering of crazy fans.

I enjoyed the show, though I don't really know what the story is about. It was supposed to be a story, but since there were too many people and also many screaming fans around me, I can only hear 65% of the lines. Famous singer Denise Ho started the show after 20 minutes of delay, and she was so close to where I stood, with only 3 meters apart.



The show went on with some dramas, and then one of my favourite singers came out, Stephanie Cheng. I can't believe she is even slimmer now. Dancing is her strength, but she still needs some practice in singing. With her sexy red dress the show went up to the climax.



Of course we can't miss the main reason why me and my friends were here. It is because two of our good friends were also on the stage. They are part of the Girls & Boys Accapella (GBA, something like a choir) but they sing like imitations of musical instruments. Yes, that means they would be background music for the performers! They did well and also played a little part in the dramas.



Because of this show, the whole end of Portland Street was closed, you can see from above that the place is really small. I have no idea why the hell they would set it up like that, because the stage would be parallel to the street, making the audience area so long and making the audience like us hard to see the stage. In any case, this is a nice experience for me. It is really something good and I hope to join such events next time (if they don't set up the stage like that again!)
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Listening to: Baby G - Kenny G

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I always believe there is a rainbow after storm, even when storms in life are inevitable. These days I am pretty happy despite the happening of a series of unfortunate events last week (okay I know it's not that unfortunate but anyway). Ironically it happened to be some misunderstanding or even stories I made up myself.

Before I knew the truth, I had already decided to treat my good friend well instead of hating him or anything. Maybe in the end he is with the girl, maybe he is not, but in both cases I think I don't need to take an aggressive attitude. Even though it is hard to remove all my negative feelings as I would still feel strange about this, I believe it will benefit me much more if I can just put this down and keep the friendship.

Interestingly enough, then I got a chance to talk to this girl, and realized they weren't going out together."He is just a friend of mine," she said. I would just wish her all the best and if she ever comes back to me, I would need serious thoughts."It's too late I guess," perhaps I would say.

I have some good news at the same time. First of all, my art Flux is selected and included in the upcoming book Elemental 2, which talks about 3D art and is sold world-widely. I am so excited about this and definitely look forward to this new book in January 2006 and to the new opportunities this book would bring to me! Thanks!

Without even a little sign, one of my old friends emailed me. She is actually my first girlfriend, and I can still remember the relationship we had before, which was completely based on letters since we lived on two continents. Anyway, it is so exciting to hear from her again, and she is coming back this November too! I can't believe it! I feel extremely thrilled to meet back my old friends because there is nothing better than hearing what they do over these years. I have two more friends coming back this November too, and one of them is the wintergal here in this forum. It seems that many people are coming back to celebrate my birthday, hehe...

I am very busy with my midterm review these days which will be on Wednesday. I am much prepared but I still think I need some more sketches to stuff my panels. Today I started the conceptual model at school, and it just looked amazing when I thought I only finished 1/5 of it. Maybe one simple thing is enough, and isn't that the lesson we always need to learn in our life?
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Listening to: Hed Kandi World Beach Mix

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It couldn't be this bad, I told myself. But it happened.

It turned out the the girl I had a crush on wasn't interested in me. It isn't news, as this happened several weeks ago. And I was fine with this.

But it turned out to be more. I once shared my feelings to the girl with a close friend of mine. He is a nice guy and we talked a lot. Now it happened that he was now hanging out with the girl. I cannot believe my best friend is now with the girl I like!

Maybe it's not my friend's fault, as it is the girl who sticks to my friend. After all it is the girl's decision. However, tell me how I can face this situation. It is the worst thing I have ever confronted. Even more, I learnt from my another friend just now that he actually showed interests in this girl without me knowing it. Arha, now that's not good. Isn't that betrayal somehow?

I feel betrayed, still. How can that happen to me? How can he do that to me? Is he too shy to say, or too hard for him to confess? I just can't believe it.

Now tell me, how should I feel now?
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Listening to: PPAPER [ Alcool ]

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Gosh just like my mum said, I have no idea when I got this disease of being so fond of making cakes. It is not like I love to eat cakes, but making them is so much fun.

On the weekend, ie, two days ago, I started to make my 6th cake, and that is my first cheesecake. Obviously we couldn't do it because we didn't have its ingredients. You know it is not just flour, but cream cheese! So I rushed to the supermarket and got all the things I needed.

It is a new lesson for me because the way of making cheesecake isn't the same like normal cakes. However, this time I also baked it as the book said. Yes, I was doing this with a recipe.



Finally it was done! It smelt so good and when you saw such a surface you know it was okay! This cake is a pure cheesecake with no special flavor, while the cake base is Oreo biscuit base. It is so good! Now get a closer look...



Wow I can't believe this. It tasted just like what I ate at the hotel cafs. Lovely!

Now, what's next?
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Listening to: PPAPER [ Alcool ][ Epice ]

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These days I am very happy. I am in good mood. Even though several days ago I was confused and struggling through my emotions and memories, I figured out ways to get back onto the normal track. It is all good.

Today I made myself lunch, and it was fried rice. I was always afraid of adding too much salt and so this time it got a bit tasteless. Thank God there was some pork done already which added something to the rice. I like cooking and making cakes and stuff. Everyone knows I like and I am about to make a cheese cake this weekend

This evening I went out with my close friend Sylvia, and we ate something special at the Panach Cafe. I have never had Caesar Salad like this before which has seafood inside! And it is still fresh and just done! Then we ordered a baked cream pie, but it is not a sweet dish. Inside there is pollo, chicken in Spanish , and it is very interesting and special. I love eating special things, and that is certainly a kind of pleasure and sometimes luxury in life. That's where the money should spend!

I went to HMV and bought two new albums. They are some World + Lounge + Chill music and House + Dance music by PPAPER. I am sure you will like it because they are just fabulous. I never knew them and I was walking in the store. Then I saw them on the preview shelf, and I tried listening to them. WOW, that's freaking cool! I kept listening and I didn't hesitate and bought them. Now I am still listening to them!





[ link ] You can find some information about the albums in that website, on the left menu. Together with the albums there are two cardsets in each pack, where you can find 10 beautiful vector graphics for some room decoration. Just lovely!

Music is surely something very inspiring to me in terms of both work and art. Two years ago I started to listen other kinds of music besides pop songs, and my previous ex introduced me even more, and I am so happy to see so many different things since then in the world of music. Now I am more addicted to House and World music, which are so good in a working studio I hope with that, I can do well in school and other art projects!
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Listening to: Fly - Hilary Duff

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Finally I went back home. It was 3am in the morning. Interestingly I wasn't feeling very tired, just a bit. Nor did I feel dizzy as I didn't have any alcohol. It was a very great time.

I went with my classmates to my friend's place who lived near the peak. Her house is like so huge that it has 5 floors (with half level alternating). We went outside and played by the swimming pool (public one among the bungalows), and it was a wonderful time even the sky was nearly overcast and one could barely see the moon.

Oh yes, yesterday it was Mid-Autumn Festival. It is a great festival in China and we all celebrate it as the time of harvest. We eat mooncakes and look at the moon in full. Unfortunately the weather wasn't good at all, but we managed to have much fun.

I eventually started a piece of new art today, and it is now like 80% done. I was looking at someone else's gallery and I was suddenly inspired. I started a new canvas and worked out the concepts, and it was all good. I called it Fly because it describes the transformation from cocoon to a butterfly in an abstract way. This also represents the mood I am having these days. I feel so much power to start something, to work out something and to explore. This is not just for art but also for work. Hilary Duff's Fly says exactly what I am feeling now: Don't give up, you know you're better than anyone else.

Yes, in a moment, everything can change.
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Listening to: Thanks to Him - Faye Wong

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There are ups and downs in our life, but this title here is to describe my emotions and state of mind this week.

Wednesday me and a bunch of good friends of mine went to bar and drank to celebrate my receiving the award at HKDA Show 05. It was really fun and exciting, and I was close to drunk. I drank nearly 7 bottles, and it was good that I could still go back home. I remained conscious for most of the time, and you know I can say wrong things even I don't drink beer

The girl I liked was there too. Thank God I didn't say her name out when I was forced to answer some embarrassing questions during the spin-the-bottle game. But it was interesting to hear that she actually broke up with her boyfriend when the bottle pointed at her and she was asked about her current relationship.

While it is happy to know I am not damaging one's relationship, I am also shocked to know that I am not the only one in the game of pursuing. Another boy is already getting on with her, and holy crap that's something good.

But I don't know. I will just let things go slowly from friendship to love, if she allows me to be there as a friend (as she does now). I am now more on my own work and I feel the energy. I have quite a lot to do, and now I am working on the site selection and analysis on my thesis project. Meanwhile, I have to do revision on my Spanish. I have to start the novel I borrowed, and also have to complete some renderings for a competition. Gosh suddenly I don't think I can handle all these. Perhaps a holiday will be good.

Yeah, Monday is holiday, Post Mid-Autumn Festival Holiday. But, can I have 48 more hours?

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Listening to: Ritmo De Rua - Hed Kandi Remix

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These days turn out to be some of the happiest days this year. Every happy event happened right after one unhappy ending of a story.

Finally the one I had a crush on told me that being friends was a more appropriate relationship that we should be sticking to. I wasn't really disappointed because I knew there was such an ending in this type of story. At least, she told me she treated me like a very good friend. At least, our friendship would stay.

But things started to happen in a strange way. After that I felt so me light and high, and I enjoyed my days even more. As I always tell others that I never like guessing things. It is just torturing to wonder what the others think. Now I knew what she thought, and it was like a burden removed. At the same time, school started and my project commenced. Now I am so into my work because I feel very excited about this. Finally I can do something all on my own, like picking a site, doing site research, exploring my subjects of interests and designing my own piece of architecture. Isn't that something you are happy with? To me it is.

And then I met a bunch of beautiful ladies. First some of old female friends called me and we chatted a lot on the phone. I realized I was treated as their good friends, and what can you say? On Sunday I went back school to clean up my own studio space and my desk, and I found one of the beautiful senior classmates in the studio. She was packing back her models made in last semester. I helped her and we chatted. It was a really good time.

The strangest thing is the girl at the bank. I went to the bank afterwards, and I was writing some forms to fix something in my bank account. Then that girl at the counter talked to me and asked me some questions like if I worked or studies, and where I lived. I was thinking, is that part of the procedure included in this form? Then we chatted for some lines and it was done. Of course she was pretty or else I wouldn't say anything. It was really weird. That never happened to me before.

Anyway, girls will come into my way eventually. I am just putting all my time and effort into my work. It is truly something I like. At the same time, I must say that I am more than thrilled to receive the HKDA Award 2005! Angelworld will be exhibited at the Hong Kong Convention and Exhibition Center at my birthday! I can't believe that! It is really something that encourages me to keep things going. I was also invited personally by the main editor of Ballistic Publishing to submit for the book Elemental 2. I am so happy about this! You know, these pieces of news make me so excited that they are stronger than the caffeine in the mocha! I can't sleep tonight I swear!
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Listening to: Gone - Kelly Clarkson

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The new 20 LCD monitor is certainly surely impressive. I did a lot of checking before I bought it so as to make sure the new screen could fit my desk. It turned out to be very nice, but I must say I am not very used to such huge digital desktop.



The huge resolution of 1680 x 1050 surely helps a lot. I can place many things on the desktop without minimizing the useful ones. I actually cannot maximize programmes except Photoshop, because then they are too big to manage! In any case, it will be good to work in such screen as it is always better to look more on one canvas.

Last night, I realized my air-conditioner breathed. Yes, it was like making sounds of inhaling and exhaling. Wow, all I can say is that, dont eat me. Or I will eat you These days are really strange. Two weeks ago it was so comfortable, and it felt like autumn time with cool wind blowing. Now it was so hot with heavy haze, and that would mean storms are coming. I just hope it is not going to be that troublesome because school is about to start.

Yesterday I finally finished one thing on my to-do list before school starts. It is skating. I went skating with Jackie and we arrived at the rink at 9:30am. Holy crap, there were only 3 people there. When it was holiday there were like stuffed with people, and now it was like empty. It was a good time though, since there would be no one interrupting you or bumping into you. It was a miracle that my legs didnt hurt after 2-hour exercise on the ice. I hope I can do that again next week if my legs arent complaining like yesterday.
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Listening to: Cool - Gwen Stefani

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I have no idea why today sounded so special to me. From the very beginning I actually knew it was a nice day but I didn't expect it to be like THIS.

I went swimming early, and then I went out for karaoke with Jackie (GeckoKid). As usual he was late and I waited for him. I went into a store just to get updated with the cell phone shelves, and I saw this really tall lady. I was thinking, "Wow, that's really tall. What kind of girl is that?" I walked behind her and checked other cells, and suddenly someone came between us. She dropped something on the counter and said something, and I looked up, and I realized it was Kathy Chow!



Holy crap I couldn't believe it was this beautiful lady whom I always talked about these days at my home. She is one of the famous models in Hong Kong and is also in one or two shows on TV too. This is just insane. My dream woman is right next to me and I can't believe that even now! She was just next to me!

She has a sister Niki, who is also a beautiful actress. Today she just released her album and I planned to buy it today. It is so insanely strange to meet her older sister Kathy before I bought her CD. What can I say!

Then I went to dine with my old friend, and we went to IFC II (International Finance Center 2). Before dinner we decided to walk around in the mall first and check where to eat. Then we saw Ng May Hung, another actress who starred in the now-showing Healing Hands III soap-opera. She is quite tall and pretty as well. Can't believe that!

I have no idea what happened today. I guess the good times are coming!

Wait, it is now 2am. I think I have to sleep have fun!

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Listening to: You don't know my name - Alicia Keys

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Sometimes it just bugs me when I know how hard to deal with a girl. I can handle a computer well, but not the girls. I know it is not about the way I communicate with them, but the way I treat the whole matter.

I never have problems to talk to them. Those who know me in person should understand I get along with girls just fine. Anyway, I think there is no problem for me to talk with anyone, but I dont understand why I always have some problems with the girls I like. Sometimes it is about the objective factors like living far away from me, sometimes it is some strange behaviors that turn me on or off. It is just baffling.

It made me feel much better after talking to Helen. She gave me some nice advice and I guess it at least weakened my doubts somehow. I also talked to my sister about this, and she agreed with my coming plans. The fact is that the girl whom I had a crush on in my class didnt talk to me, and I sensed there was something wrong. I hadnt done anything to her yet like confessing or expressing any tiny trace of affection. Therefore, I dont think its normal if she didnt say hi even when we met face to face that day.

Things were just cleared up when I called her like several minutes ago. It sounds like she only replies when you call her, but not when you leave her a text message. We would meet tomorrow just for a friendly chat, and it would be a great time.

She is a Libra too. I am going into another zodiac topic. However, I must say that sometimes I have no idea why they are this confusing. You just cant understand why they are so cool, and all of a sudden they are friendly. They smile all the time, and they treat people well, but they have deep feelings too which is contradictory and frightening sometimes.

Yesterday I read some articles about Libra, and I learnt that Libra doesnt know how to express their affection. For most of the time they just keep it hidden, and put up another face. They dont do that intentionally but they are easily lost in their own feelings. Maybe I should say, they are confusing themselves by their own feelings. Sometimes they appear to be too laid-back or too impractical. That really scares me because I believe no one wants an unplanned future and relationship. For example, in my previous relationship, I worried from time to time if I could rely on my Libra girlfriend. We talked a lot, and she was a good listener, but then it came to real matters and practical stuff, she sounded so lost or even a bit nonchalant. She dreamt about a beautiful and romantic relationship, but it happened that she didnt want to work that out herself.

Anyway, it is a long story, and I dont mean to be angry about anything. Perhaps, I have a high standard in my own world of love. Maybe I am still finding the person that suits me more.
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Listening to: Destiny's Child - Girl

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It's unlikely that you or I or anyone we know will become famous enough to earn a mention in the historical records of the future. The odds are probably 10 million to 1. But if you do manage to make such a prominent name for yourself that our descendants will be able to read about your exploits and contributions, it could very well be because of events you set in motion during the next six weeks. The possibility that you will make a mark on eternity is as great as it has ever been.

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Listening to: Destiny's Child - Girl

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I thought August would provide me more free time because I need to complete the proposals for my school thesis. Ironically, reality happened in an opposite way.

I was offered two web-design jobs just when August started. It was really unexpected and I of course would accept that. At the same time, I was helping my friend�s renderings, which would be finished tomorrow. As a result, I had no time for the whole week to do my thesis proposal, but thank God I got most of the main concepts done, and the next step is to read more reference and complete the written part. Next week I have already reserved 4 days for this, and I guess it is far more important than anything else.

I also released a piece of art several days ago, called Immortal. It is my last piece done for the group depthCORE. While people are very interested into the details of the new image, they are also very interested in why I left the group. I don�t want to go too much into the details, but I will explain it briefly here.

It all happened at the beginning of the year, when some new members joined depthCORE. We never had a problem with the growing number of members, and it was actually the attitude of these new kids that triggered off the problem. I wrote several articles about the quality of art in the group, claiming that everyone should follow the topic by thinking about the meanings before doing anything. However, some bad comments arrived, saying that abstract art meant freedom on doing what the artists thought, allowing subjectivity to dominate the image. While I agreed with the point that art started from the author�s subjective ideas, following the topic was still essential or otherwise there didn�t require a �theme�. I was tired of seeing a random photo taken on the beach and being submitted to the theme namely �Mystic�. It was nothing but ridiculous.

Gradually the group was kind of split into two groups, some older members still believing in the power of abstract, and some new members who liked to do random illustration and photography. The situation wasn�t good at all, and when the recent packs received bad commentary then people started to realize the problem.

In any case, I have had enough of working with those members. depthCORE is deemed a renowned art group with unstable art quality. It was not caused by the quality of members, but the way of working inside the group. The failure to re-justify one�s position and re-establish the path they are going on will only lead to the collapse of the group. I don�t mean to show how far-sighted I am, but I knew the quality of art in the group was decreasing with those random, repetitive and irrelevant images. Eventually the words from the audience made them realize, but I have already decided to leave the group.

Still, I feel grateful to be in this group. Justin, the founder of the group, gave me such precious chances so that I could reveal what I had inside me. Thanks to some of the members too especially Brian who helped me a lot in different ways. I know it is hard as some friends told me that �it is not depthCORE with you�, but life goes on. I am on my way to set up my own world.

I have already planned something to do in the coming weeks. I got some drafts of my coming artwork, but I still have to complete some little features in this forum. At the same time, our programmer Cyberworker, Donald that is, is coming back tomorrow. I can�t wait to see him again! There are so many things going to happen, and it will be a great time before the school starts!
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Listening to: Sway - Vanessa Carlton

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"Likewise, Scorpio, a situation you have always believed to be fixed and inert is now susceptible to change." - From Free Will Astrology

Wow. that' scary.
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Listening to: Perfect Match - Kelly Chen

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Finally I managed to finish most of my things last week, but this week isnt any better. I have to complete two websites for my school. Interestingly, it is not like a web-design job, because I was given the template to follow already. As a high-paid copy-and-paste job, I would love to do that. Anyway, that will be this weeks first priority.

I completed a piece of art today, and it is called Testament. This probably would be the first religious abstract art I have made, or even in deviantART. The image is based on the Bible and my conception towards God and his power to create. Our world never stays the same, and God is always creating and recreating. I am also very much impressed by the religious architecture, which is the church. Among them the most amazing ones are the Gothic cathedrals. Every time when I looked up to the ceiling, I felt so overwhelmed and small, and I could only confess in such a powerful environment. If you go to St. Paul Cathedral, you will also feel the same too even though it is not Gothic architecture.

I am also inspired by the recent book I finished, called the bestseller Da Vinci Code. Of course, it is mysterious and one will be very much confused by the so-called truth in the Church. So which is real? Is Jesus really married? One will never know if Da Vinci was part of the Sion organization. In any case, however, I was intrigued by the words of Bible, and by the mystery inside it. There are so many things that we dont know. It teaches us the moral way of life, while it is also a prophet. Some people tried so hard for their whole life to seek the truth in the Bible, but I would suggest taking it for granted by understanding the fact that the Bible is a metaphor of good meanings and teaching, rather than convincing people that there is God. The point is, why do we need to try so hard on finding something which may not be there?

After reading the book, I was kind of convinced that there were some secrets behind the Church. Would that be real? Would that explain why it described women as (a bit) inferior than men? Would the settings in the great painting Last Supper contain some secret information?

Now I am going to work hard on another piece of art. I have already got two drafts done, and I hope to finish them as soon as possible.

How is your life then?
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Listening to: Help me - Mandy Moore

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It has been a busy week, another one, but I kinda feel like it.

I was on TV! I cant believe I was on! I was interviewed last month, and talked about freelance jobs and stuff. Finally after two weeks the programme was shown up on television and the feeling of seeing oneself on TV is rather weird. Thank God I didnt look that bad haha!

Today I booked an appointment to the dentist to take out my wisdom teeth. Two of my friends just did the operation and it wasnt any good experience at all. My senior colleague Alonzo told me that it was only bearable with the ultra-powerful painkiller. Like me, he wasnt sure why wisdom teeth on one side only could be taken out one time and wonder how painful that could be. His dentist was like, Are you insane? You cant eat anything if you have all the wisdom teeth taken out! Is that THAT serious? He thought. After 90 minutes of operation in the mouth, he was holding his jaw back home, so painful that the pain started to spread into his brain. Now, thats pain.

After two days, the pain started to fade away but you would feel tired in the whole head still. It is only after 2 weeks can you be able to laugh very hard with your mouth wide open. I am going to have my wisdom teeth taken out in November before my birthday. That is going to be a nice birthday present: the painkillers. After a month I will have another side done too.

Even till now I cant imagine how hard my days would be after the surgery although I have already heard about my friends cases.

Meanwhile, many of my friends are coming back this month from different Europe trips. I am so happy to see them again, but that also implies school is coming back. We have to prepare the thesis proposal in the coming weeks before the school starts, and I am already working out some ideas. Suddenly I feel happy to have school again because my holiday is lasting too long for me. I have no idea why I feel like wasting time for the past 6 weeks, even though I have much to do now.

Two days ago I went to a bazaar of Apple products, and I have already seen everything. There wasnt any discount and so you wont expect me to buy anything. Apple machines are just crazily beautiful apples even for decoration, but now some new VAIO products attract my attention instead. I surfed in the Japan Sony site, and I saw some really stunning white desktop computers. Sony is god, as they can always create some cool looking computer stuff. Seems like I have another fight with the temptation. However, this time I dont think I will yield to that.
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Listening to: Kelly Chen - Release

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Bought quite something today. I went to the bookstore after havin lunch with my classmate, and bought a book and a magazine. It was an architectural book, costing me US$65. I need it because I have to start writing the proposal for my thesis, and I found the book really interesting and inspiring.

I also bought the Art Projects magazine, which features fantasy art in this issue. I found some of the concept drawings really amazing, especially those from the Matrix movies. They are just stunning!

I have a lot to do this week. While working on the websites I have to help my friend with a presentation file. Then I have to update Angelworld before the deadline for submission to HKDA 05 show. At the same time I am drafting AWForum6, and so you guess how busy that can be.

Hope things will be a bit easier next week...
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Listening to: Eason Chan

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Like I always said, that if you try, you never know if you can make it or not. But if you don't try, you will never make it.

That's it. That's the key to success. Try.

And that's why, I am going to try again.
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Listening to: How it would be - Lene Marlin

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Lately I have been going through this huge artists block, and I couldnt do anything in Photoshop or 3DS Max. After watching some movies including War of the Worlds, I finally got inspired again, but lets hope it is helpful to solve my problems in modeling. The piece Redeem is in progress but I wont have a deadline for it at the moment. Expect some wallies though.

It is interesting to see how bad the English of those native English speakers is. Sometimes it may be the keyboard thing, but for many times they just dont know the correct spelling. I mean, if you cant spell things correctly, is that English then? Maybe you can argue that we cant care too much, but I believe it is exactly this laxity that defines good artists and bad ones.

It also surprises me that many people here dont know how to pronounce the word avatar. Look it up in the dictionary, and mind the stress. It is ,a-va-tar (a as in cat, va as in vanilla, tar as in tar). It means the representation of God in human form, or en embodiment of something. Now it is used in computers as the icons to represent the users.

Anyway, maybe I care too much. These days my mood went up like rollercoasters, but surprisingly, and not surprisingly it is all about girls and relationships. They kept going in circles and then into unknown, even when I have long been away from these things. As I said in my journals, that there is not much you can do. Hope you have a nice day.
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Listening to: All the way to North - Jay
If you know something is not going to happen in your own way, why are you still so concerned about that? It is hard to control everything in our world. I have long understood this, but still when you came across something not happening in the way you much anticipated, you would feel so disappointed, unhappy or even mad.

It is all about how you see things, not about managing your emotions. In Chinese, we said seeing through life to mean you have already gained insight after going through a series of things in life. You understand something clearly, and no longer behave recklessly or naively. Love never something new around us, but every time it happens on you, or when you think it happens on you, you will just behave recklessly or naively.

Perhaps when you are old like me you wont act like that, but you still think like that. We cling to some foolish thoughts that the plans with candies to make her happy will work, or that you would be able to get a date after having her number. We just thought things would go so well like that.

However, when it is a matter of two people, there is nothing called must be. We cant guarantee that everything will be like what we expect. It is like a game. You never know what the ending is unless it really ends at a certain point. Maybe that is why love is so mysterious that every curious person just bumps their heads into it willingly. Or maybe that is also why two certain people are going well together while this pair is like a disaster. They go well without any tips, because they just go along well, and things happening in the way they want. That is called fate. Or that is called luck. But still, that is love.

If I can understand how this baffling thing called love works, why do I still care about her when things seem to fail in my plan? Should I just leave it all behind? Should I continue this and try again with the girl I like?

I told you, that love is mysterious. I told you. So I am bumping my head into it again.
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Listening to: Not that kinda girl - Jojo

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Energy



It has been a really boring day. The weather isnt good at all, and it has been raining for 10 days already. Blue sky and white clouds are like vanished and transformed into the grey cover all over the city.

When it rains, you dont want to go out. It affects your mood while you dont want to wet yourself too. After all I have much to do in the computer, but things are not going very well. I have this concept of a new piece of art already, and after 3 days I modeled the planes and completed the patterns on them. Yes, it is about space wars, and so there should be giant ships too in the background. But that is exactly the problem. I tried many models and still didnt get one right. Now I am getting really frustrated and I decided to put this aside until next week. That is the best way to continue the work, I guess.

Last night I went out with the colleague from my previous office. Yes, she is the secretary once I had a crush on. Indeed, after 365 days we finally met again, and she was still like that. Of course, my feelings towards her have changed a lot, no longer staying at the stage of puppy love. Sometimes I realize it was a good thing that I didnt do anything silly when I was in the office. At that time I was so into it that the feeling of love, even though it was vague, completely blinded me. Now things are so clear after time has sorted out everything. We had a great time in the restaurant, chatting for two hours. Then we went to the Levis store next to the restaurant as she needed to pick up her jeans. Interestingly I felt so comfortable with all these because it is like hanging out with friends, not trying to date someone. I cant help smiling about the fact that I am free from having this burden called love. At least this shows I am not ready now for more romantic stuff.

Now I need to do some kind of final check over this website because I applied for the HKDA Award 2005 show. This is the design show in which I was awarded several years ago. This time, with this new and awarded Angelworld 8, I am pretty confident about this, though much more work has to be done to make it perfect.

I realized I have been sitting too much in the house these days, although I had badminton games yesterday. I think I need to go out, hang out with some friends tomorrow. I want to go to the Final Review of HKU Architecture Department, as the final works are exhibited till the end of this month. However, it all depends on the weather. At this moment, it is raining like crazy again outside the window. I really wonder when this sky will stop crying.

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I guess bad luck hasnt really left me. If you are superstitious, I can tell you that Scorpios luck only arrives nearly October. If you are not, then read on.

I felt really strange this morning when I woke up, and I realized after breakfast that I got a cold. The feeling of vomiting just didnt go away and I got to dress up for the movie Batman Begins. It was a nice movie and I really didnt expect too much from it. However, it appeared to be much better than the previous Batman movies. It described more about the internal feelings of this comic hero, and it revealed the fact that good or bad was always a line of difference.

Right at the time I was about to catch a mini-bus my ex Jacqueline called me. We still keep in touch with each other and our connection remains strong. I told her not to call and she forgot. Sometimes it is just funny to see how absent-minded she is, and again I feel like having the responsibility to take care of her so as to save her mistakes due to her forgetfulness. I told her not to call because I was sick and I could hardly talk too much on the phone, while I was in a hurry trying not to be late (which happened to be late a bit still).

I slept for a while in the afternoon before dinner and I felt much better. Now it is night and I am listening to some chill-out music. Suddenly that remains me of the time when I was staying in the hostel in university. I stayed alone and during night I turned on the music before sleep. In the past I seldom did that because the area around my place was really quiet, and just a bit of music at night would be heard by anyone even the volume was close to nil. Therefore, when I stayed in the hostel I would be able to listen to music at night. I would even turn it on for the whole night (my dad never allowed me to switch on something throughout the night in my room).

The time when I was in the hostel is a special experience to me. While I learnt how to live on my own, washing clothes and preparing breakfast, I also learnt how to deal with the time when I was alone. I was never really alone as I lived with my parents. I seldom left into the darkness of night alone, until I lived on my own having my own life. The feeling is completely different, which is also something that I dont know how to describe. It is a feeling of emptiness, while it also gives me time for more self-retrospection. It is a feeling of isolation, but it is also a sign of independent with only yourself to talk to.

I guess I need more time like this, not because I like it, but because such situations allow me to learn more about living on my own and also about myself. Perhaps next year I would be moving back to my own hostel, maybe. After all money is the key factor.

Oh talking about bad luck. Um, there is not much for me to say. Last week wasnt really lucky for me as I met someone that I promised not to call upon anymore. Then my great grandma passed away, but this is not bad luck. Instead it is part of life. May she rest in peace. This week started with some little arguments with others and illness, and hopefully bad luck leaves me together with my sickness.
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Back from the Sin City, and I have a great time in the theatre. Thank God I didnt get hurt in such a bloody and violent place, and most importantly I saw the hotties, so hot that I have never felt before!

Many things happened this week since I was back from my trip to northern Europe. First of all, the trip is okay. You cant say much about this because this trip is not for fun but for visual pleasure and tranquility. Those sceneries in Norway are so stunning that I keep shooting pictures, but when it comes to fun these four countries (Finland, Sweden, Norway and Denmark) do lack it, especially when compared to the Western Europe.



Still it is very nice. My mind was freed and inspired, and now it is time for me to get back to work. Some of the jobs are completed and finally the payments arrived. Otherwise, I dont know how to cover the cost of my new Mac mini.



The new Apple machine is fun to play with and I am very happy about it. The interface is truly amazing and stunning that you just cannot stop playing with every detail inside. While the case is small and beautiful, the OS is powerful and stable. Surprisingly it runs the animations on the GUI very smoothly unless I open up too many programmes at the same time.

I decided to stop buying any more electronic stuff from now on after the Mac. Really I have too much. I am now focusing on my work and relationships. When I say relationships it means more than love, and it includes friends and family. My family has undergone some major changes. My cousins parents were close to the line of divorce while my cousin was so frustrated and discouraged by all these. Hes now spending time with the computer all day, which drives people mad. How can a 20-year-old be like this, hiding at home doing nothing? That is just no different from a piece of rubbish, I swear.

Family problems appeared in my exs place too. I hope everything is alright. I sometimes think selfishly that if I can I would do anything to grab her back to HK and lock her up. I think she should really stay back in HK where all her relatives and close people live. At the same time it is good for her to stay here because her career will be more promising for further development in such a powerful city. Anyway she still clings to her Canada home and I can understand that totally.



I went to watch Sin City yesterday and it was just cool. Bloody and violent as I expected, but the visual presentation just kicked my ass. You cant imagine how powerful the scenes were, from punching to seducing, from blood to lust. I really love the details too in the movie, and that shows the fact that the directors and artists really thought about the film, rather than just throwing up CG stuff onto the stage. The movie is wonderful, especially when the hottie Jessica Alba is there. I have no idea but now I am completely in love with this beautiful young girl. She just filled my mind with her face and body. Wow! Thats all I can say! It has been a long time that I saw a girl and just stared and craved for her! Shit, I am falling for a Taurus lady! That shouldnt have happened!
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For a long time, I thought I would not have much problem in love since I read quite some books about relationships and gender issues. I thought I could manage to deal with most of the basic stuff in love, but then it happened to me that maybe what I learnt was not necessary the key to decide whether you would have great relationships later. Perhaps, luck counts at least half of the success.

So far I just had three relationships, and two of them really worked out for some time. During these days I learnt so much from my girlfriends. Love is to improve a person, to each other better in different aspects and to bring the most out of the two people. My lovers brought me so much, and so did the relationships themselves. The end of the relationships, however, taught me that love may not just be about two people. When it comes to love, more and more things are actually involved to make things happen or fail. Love exists in reality, and if something happens in reality, it will have its constraints and limitations.

My ex is a beautiful young girl. It surprises everyone, including myself, that despite our age gap we communicate really well and share similar ideas and attitudes. We don't really have the same lifestyle. I am a hard-working person, being Scorpio in Sun and Virgo in Moon, and so I always put myself into busy moments. My Libra ex is a relaxing type who likes to slow down things. She enjoys life and needs to feel free and happy. It sounds like we are in contrast but I appreciate her attitudes. She taught me how to slow things down so that I didn't need to jump on nerves all the time. I didn't know if she learnt anything from me but she really impacted my life during the several months.

Her great concern over her appearance is also something I adore. Some people may think that this kind of girls may be troublesome. They spend much money and time to make themselves beautiful, but I would argue, if you can be beautiful, why not? It does not make sense if you don't. It is a waste I would say. At the same time, if she cares about her look, that means she is clear about what she wants. With this kind of girls I am sure she is with me because she knows she wants me.

We like to talk heart to heart. Our conversations don't really go around topics like gossip or sub-cultural stuff. We talk more about our feelings. We share our views on relationships and describe our insights and dreams with each other. We are also both romantic, and so we can both get very emotional sometimes. I send flowers to cheer her up when she got me nice twisted wireframes with our names.

Still, we are apart. We live on the two sides of the planet. I have no idea why it happens like that but it is reality. There is no denying and defying. We are now taking one step back and see what would happen, and if you ask me, I would say I still love this girl. If there is a chance for me to take this girl always and lock her up with her consent, I will do that. I still want to take care of this girl and show her how beautiful the night can be, how romantic the weekend can be and how lovely two people can be together. To me, I wish that this girl was the one whom I would be with together forever, and if that is true, may God just tell me how long I need to wait till that happens.
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Sounds like the year started out not very well in many ways right after the Chinese New Year. Thank God my schoolwork is still quite okay, or otherwise I will just die seeing everything in my life falling apart.

My Valentines Day is not bad, though at the time when we expect any love relationship to go further, mine goes in another way. After mutual understanding my love relationship was downgraded to friendship, because of the difficulties we both saw ahead. I like the idea however, as I see a break or a step back will be a stimulant for something better.

So I am back to single again I believe, but I dont know if God is playing tricks on me. Meeting back an old friend of mine I started to fall again. My intuition told me that a chance was out there, even my zodiac knowledge prevented me to go further. Scorpio and Gemini cant be mixed together, and that is even worse than Scorpio mixing with Libra. But then our Moon sign matches completely, or mostly you can say. Still, I feel even harder to approach to a Gemini girl than catching butterflies with huge nets. The fact is that you cant really understand their thinking. Gemini is ever-changing, so dynamic that my strong Scorpio mind-reading ability fails to work in this case. Even both of us live in the same hostel building, we dont seem to be able to meet because of different timetables.

What suits me lives far, while what doesnt suit me much is so close like next door. It is not the first time I swear that love baffles me in this way. Maybe I should just ignore it for the moment. Then I realize my friends were pissing me off when I started to devote more time on them after all the weird love phenomena. These days I felt so strange that the friends I often spent time with were moving away from me. Not all, but some of them were acting like being against me. I used to be the one who liked to organize things and last year I was considered to be a leader in the group who liked to arrange different kinds of activities among the friends. In no way I dont know anything when there is new event going on because I am well part of the group. Now things are changing. I was not informed when there were gatherings and dinners, and I havent done anything bad at all before. So what is going on?

I feel like betrayed. Maybe I was thinking too much but it did happen. These friends of mine are also my teammates of school group assignments, and that makes things even more complicated. Sometimes I just cannot stand low efficiency and poor coordination, and just like today, I was informed after the lesson that there would be a meeting for a group project right after this lesson. As I am a group leader, why the hell wasnt I told about this? Everything happened so suddenly, and then when it was time to meet, it took more than 30 minutes to settle down and talk about the project. I mean, it is ridiculous.

There were more things happened during the dinner with these crazy friends. I have no idea what is going on around me these days, but I cant care too much. I have Spanish lesson tomorrow and I have headache now. I need to sleep. Thank God my family is okay and I just ordered an iPod Shuffle for my sister as a birthday gift. Thats all good.
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It was a wonderful day. My birthday actually started the night before the twentieth. My classmates and I went to a Shanghai restaurant and had a great dinner, and then went to Starbucks and chatted till all the shops in the mall were closed. One of them Candy made me chocolate pudding, and gave me a little bear for my cell. I also got a little box of chocolate because everyone knows that I love chocolate.

On the twentieth I got the call from my girlfriend which is perhaps the most important thing for my birthday (any of my birthday actually). It was noon but I wasn’t 23 yet in her time zone. Then after lunch I had free tea with my close friend Alonzo, whose thesis I helped with this summer (check my website if you wanna know more). After the mango pancake I went back school to get back some materials for my study. When I arrived at my studio I found Chris’s gift for me. He made this beautiful sculpture with “1120 h b” letters on it while these letters are staircase and ramps, in positive and negative spaces. Holy shit I was stunned and realized nobody here could be more artistic than that. I also got a card from Wendy with a paragraph inside which I still had no idea about what it meant. In the evening I went to dinner with my family, eating at a vegetarian restaurant. After dinner we went to the newly opened giant shopping mall across the road. It was just huge and finally that region, which is one of the busiest districts in Hong Kong, has the first Starbucks coffee open. In the new mall I got myself a new pair of shoes too.

What is more this birthday for me is that many of you remember (or b reminded of) my birthday. I felt so happy to see all your comments on my page and journals wishing me a happy 23rd. Sometimes I asked myself. What does it mean when people remember your birthday? What does it mean when they don’t? Does it really matter if people know Nov 20th is someone’s special day? Do you really care? I don’t know. Birthday is something personal, so why do others need to know about this? I realized, however, it is not the age you just reach that matters. It is the friendship that I always care. I don’t need to be the king on that day, but when I see that there are friends who care about ME (not my birthday) and that they show this care on my birthday (or actually, any day they wanna set), I will feel so happy and loved. It is the heart that counts. It is the true emotions and relationships that you share with others. The support and the love here are something irreplaceable. I know, then, when I am attacked verbally by someone in this community I have some people to back me up. I know when I am happy and say out some people are going to listen and I can share the joy with them. I know when I am stressed some people will be out there to help me out. This is the thing that keeps me strong and makes my life meaningful.

So thanks to all of you who left a kind and loving message for me. Even more thanks to those who made me presents! I am so stunned that someone bought me a subscription while someone made a deviation for me. I don’t know what to say. This birthday is one that I am not going to forget. Thanks to my family too who did so much for me (thank you my sister, for hurting my back with your pretty present). It is my 23rd birthday and now I am in my 24th year in my life. I feel so grateful for everything that I have, and I promise I will work harder for my future!
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"A new idea is delicate," wrote author Charles Brower. "It can be killed by a sneer or a yawn; it can be stabbed to death by a joke or worried to death by a frown on the right person's brow." And that's exactly why you should be so protective of your fresh approaches and budding innovations this week, Scorpio. They may ultimately evolve into breathtaking brainstorms if they're given room to grow. Don't discuss them with anyone except sensitive people who respect you.

My horoscope for this week
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My horoscope for this week
"Disabuse yourself of the notion that greatness is somehow inextricably linked with fame, power, wealth, or social stature," writes one of my readers, Pyrrol Red. "Some of the greatest human beings have been mostly unknown." This is an important point to keep in mind, Scorpio, as you seek to ascend higher. The essence of your beauty may never be fully appreciated by more than a few people; the gifts you have to offer are so subtle and complex that you might find it hard to encapsulate them in simple forms that gain wide popularity. I'm not saying you'll never be famous, powerful, wealthy, or high-status. But even if you do win those perks, it will be because of decisions you make and actions you take that are free of all lust for them.

It is always good to be back here. I feel really nice and thanks for all the love and support and missing me hehe...I have posted a journal out there in dA and may be you can check that out while I am going to post and also sell my photos in Angelworld too

And now I am waiting for my iPod!!! I am so excited!
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This week's horoscope for me:

Your magical powers will be at a peak in the coming days. Reading people's minds will be the least of what you're capable of. I wouldn't be shocked if you were able to concoct love potions in your kitchen, get useful tips from the spirits of the dead, or control the weather in your vicinity. Given the fact that you'll be able to accomplish wonders I can't even imagine, I'm reluctant to make a suggestion. Who am I to give advice to a potential superhero? But I feel it's my duty to let you know that the very best use of your magical powers will be as follows: to help those in need, to fight for justice and freedom, and to conjure up miraculous sex.

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Wow, that is miraculous sex that we were talking about, right my kitty?
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I think I gonna update this box. Yeah, I just received a letter from my Architecture department, telling me that my application is approved and I am going back to school in September!!!

I am so happy! :nod:
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I will be leaving the office after less than 20 days. Sounds like time is going too fast and perhaps I should be here more without missing things.

Suddenly I feel like missing the whole office. I hated it, and I wanted to leave so badly once. Now I have the chance, and the mind lingers.

Strange. That's human. I am no angel in the end.
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I love this special day, I have always been loving this day, even I don't have a partner! :nod:

happy Valentine's Day!
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Okay, what should I write then? Um...

Stay tuned
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Now there is only this piano staying beside me
Talking with me all day long
And there is only this bass too, sleeping
I think you have already thought about this thoroughly
I understand and I know
That you didn't linger on this anymore

You said you were sad too but I didn't buy it
The fact that you were here is just history now
I wish he does really love you more than I do
Then I shall force myself to move on

You wanted me to say it loud but it's just impossible
I really don't want to end this
Why do you want me to put up a smile for you?
I am not willing to let you accept him
Don't you ever worry about me
I will find my way to move on

You start to disappear
And I start to walk away
Why am I so considerate when it is you who leave?
I am really not gifted to be settled down so quickly
I will learn how to forget you
Just because I loved you very much


-From Jay Chow, Settling Down
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Okay, I havent been writing a journal for a long time, and many of you are interested in my daily routine. Now life has changed dramatically, and it is not easy, both adapting it and working through it. I am now working in an architectural firm as a trainee as the school requires, drawing CAD mostly in the office. I have been drawing those lines through the layers for two months, and it is just a beginning. I believe most of the peoples first jobs are like that. And I must say I dont like it, somehow, and I believe architecture isnt going to be like that, at least not all about this. In the office, everyone is doing their job for money, for their positions in the company, and for their power to control over others. Doing design? Ha, you are kidding me. They are doing beautiful renderings and conceptual ideas just to win the clients. In the end things may happen differently. In Hong Kong who isnt going to talk about money in the office? Time, is money, because money is your life.

What I am doing is mostly CAD, because the project I am in now is in construction stage, final part where the furniture is being built. I produced a lot of drawings about how the furniture is fitting into each other, and about their dimensions and materials. Holy crap I have no idea just a little chair needs several drawings to show how they can be created.

I believe my Photoshop skills are better than CAD ones, but for Gods sake I have not used Photoshop except during this week, when I used it for several times only to create some simple graphics for the wall decorations in my project. Gosh can you imagine how it feels when you know your talents and real skills are not recognized and you are not given the chances to contribute with your gifts? I dont know, but it really sucks. You may think that as the project is in construction stage there is no chance for Photoshop work as you need CAD drawings only. But wait, how come my colleagues, who entered this company nearly at the same time as I did, were told to make presentation panels with Photoshop? I really think I should be helping in this kind of work!

Anyway it is not up to me to decide what I should do. To say the least I am just an employee. Okay, then let the company suffers from the loss of not being able to fully utilize the human resources. Fine, its really okay. I am just an employee. Still I am a lucky guy. I am sitting in front of several secretaries and dont you think it is the best thing you can find in an office when you are supposed to sit all day working with AutoCAD huh? Okay, I am just comforting myself.

I am not in good mood recently because I am really frustrated. This time not the job but other things. I was joining a competition but then my partner and I found were offered a job of brochure design. No doubt we finally decided to work for money rather than playing. However, I didnt want to lose another chance to take part in a competition. I had already given up another one a month ago about a WTC Memorial site design. We had a tough time of having only a week to develop something and send it to USA. We managed to do something, but just two days before the deadline we figured out we couldnt do it, and we gave up. Yes we did, and I understood that. But not a second time I thought, and this time came. I joined another competition but now we couldnt do it because of the brochure job offer. It feels like having a second divorce, gosh! I just cant believe this, and I am just frustrated.

I dont know, I just feel bad, and I need a break. I need to make a piece of art to express, if I have the energy and idea now. Is there anything I can laugh about, or just make me smile, in my life, at this time?
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Now I am working in an architectural firm, and things are going quite good actually. I am very happy today, and yesterday I felt good too! It was like having light in my world, I felt so light like flying. Don't know why

So happy to see people loving my latest piece of art Edifice, I must say I am very thrilled, together with the new Senior status at DeviantArt, I can't really ask for anything more! :nod: I have more than I need now, so I really need to thank all of you *love*

Very excited to see the road ahead of me, I want some more freelance jobs, and look forward to my plan to start a little design business with my classmate The future is exciting!
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Finally I am graduated, and I just got a job from Dennis Lau Architects Ltd. Wow, I am not prepared to be honest, everything is happening so quickly and unexpectedly.

Basically I believe in a company like this a year-out trainee will just work like a draftsman. It is hard for companies to find slaves to do such tedious things, and so we year-out students will come in handy. We of course have no choice. The school requires us to work at least 9 months in this year-out period, and only after that we can continue out Master programmes.

But I am really scared, heh. I know I can adjust myself quickly to the new environment, but at the same time one cannot deny that it is always scary to face a new world, especially facing a world like this, harsh and practical. If you don't work or work well, you will get fired. Then you will expect the bosses or the people above you shouting at you, using you perhaps.

Anyway that's a step we must get through. It is life, and I really hope I can enjoy the coming days. It is new and exciting even there are bad things. We will see.
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