crays's angelic blog

I really apperciate this forum. It is kinda a place where i could fully share with actual people my thoughts. I mean, i have a blog, but its kinda too open. Maybe you felt a slight emo feeling now, but yup. It is emo.

For those who followed on my status updates, you probably saw my latest was "Making a card for someone special, hope she likes it ". Sadly, that someone special already has someone special lol. She went "Recently my boyfriend..." basically, after reading that sentence, i didn't wanna continue reading...

When i saw that, i felt like tearing the card apart. Maybe just give her a bar of chocolate or something, but then i thought, hey i put in quite some effort in that friggin card alright. So i'll still... give it to her. Funny that i still go on with the convo and adviced her how to communicate with his boyfriend. Gosh. Should i be proud?

But i'm really lucky to have this place, for when i finished the convo, the first thing i wanna do is to let it out, without here, it'll probably be stuff in my heart, locked somewhere and consumed by white-blood-cells.

Peace.